..... -.-

Frankly speaking, I'm nervous.I don't know if I can keep my cool later.
My worst fear is to see him and cannot control myself, be it, hitting him or my shaken emotions.. I know it's crazy, I shouldn't waste time thinking of how to react in front of him, I just gotta to be normal. But what's normal now? A normal human reaction is to punch him in the face? Or.. giving him a cold shoulder? Or.. ..? I have no idea. It's stupid.. cos maybe he just couldn't be bothered and right now, I'm worrying about the things I shouldn't care.