Try my best

The word is STRESS

Frankly speaking, I've never felt this stress before.

Not even during my sec 4 days, when I failed 5 out of 7 subjects in term 1, failed 3 out of 7 subjects in term 2, failed 1 subject in prelims. Cos then, I had the confidence and somehow knew I was gonna make it through with flying colours.

But right now.. everything seems bleak. I don't even know why I'm here studying what I am studying. I know I like design.. but for business.. I'm not even sure.

Had a chat with Jie. Told her I contemplated giving up.. And she was telling me it's too early to determine anything right now. ..

4/20/2009 1:37:42 AM :: alvee :: -jOnNA i think its too early to give up.
4/20/2009 1:37:46 AM -jOnNA :: alvee :: just that i scared i will fail
4/20/2009 1:37:53 AM :: alvee :: -jOnNA so what if u fail?
4/20/2009 1:38:01 AM :: alvee :: -jOnNA is everyone going to condemn u?
4/20/2009 1:38:09 AM :: alvee :: -jOnNA what is the consequence if u fail?
4/20/2009 1:38:09 AM -jOnNA :: alvee :: fail.. den papa n mummy will scold?
4/20/2009 1:38:16 AM :: alvee :: -jOnNA nah
4/20/2009 1:38:20 AM -jOnNA :: alvee :: like waste so much money..
4/20/2009 1:38:27 AM :: alvee :: -jOnNA i think papa will be more disappointed if u give up
4/20/2009 1:38:39 AM :: alvee :: -jOnNA dun let money bother u.
4/20/2009 1:38:51 AM :: alvee :: -jOnNA can u imagine how much value if u fail fail fail.. and then pass one day
4/20/2009 1:38:56 AM :: alvee :: -jOnNA that amount is invaluable.

so true.. I gotta try my very best first!!!

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