Friday, July 8, 2011

the month of july

1st july - went to watch transformers with joey n her friends. the movie is pretty awesome ;) after that, we went to sing karaoke~~ till 4am.. n we sent joey's korean friend-terry- straight to the airport cos he was going back to korea for hols.

2nd july - celebrated estelle's birthday at the regency (near southern cross station) the food was delicious.. after that we went to chaplin to drink. n most of them got really drunk.. for once, i wasn't lol. after that, we went to estelle's bf-zack's place to chill. i was super hyper,v jumpy n lunatic lol.

3rd july - zack's housemate-jacob- added me on fb n gave me his no. n we chatted on the phone for 1 hr+. i thought he was weird -.=

4th july - terry sent me a pretty sweet private msg on fb - “Hey Jonna :) how r u doing? Is Melbourne alright? No problems without me? :( lol. I just wanna tell u this... Um... I don't no why I am missing u ... Sorry I know it is so sudden but I just don't wanna hide my feeling! ;( Take care n I hope to see u soon... ”

5th july - i organised a karaoke session - 6 ppl turned up.. we sang so much, n i got tired n hungry. jacob sat there for 5 hrs without singing -.= after that we went to rosegarden for dinner n monga for dessert cos joey kept saying she was hungry LOL. she had a huge appetite that night ;) jacob had to leave early, i wondered y he walked towards me when the exit was on the other side.. n joey told me that jacob wanted to give me a hug, but all i did was waved back n said 'bye bye'

i got home that night, went to mimi's room to chat with her. jacob was pestering me on fb.. i told him ''ttyl, talking to my housemate'' n he was like ''talk to me, im more impt'' -.= but i ignored him n continued talking to mimi. after finished talking to her, i went on fb again.. n he started telling me abt his sad childhood n stuff.. n saying that gals r all stupid, cos they fall for bad guys. he told me not to believe in what guys say.. words r just words -.= it sorta ruined my excitement .. cos i was hoping that the korean n me would somehow work out.. but......it affected me so much that i couldnt sleep. i told jacob that he shld go to sleep.. but he still texted me after he went offline..

jacob: o yeh n fuck u too. na jk. thanks for listening to my rant

me: but am never gonna fuck u =X lol no worries man. hope u feel better

jacob: well ur cat needs stroking i can stroke it for u

me: =.=! stop it

jacob: lol just saying. i would love to fuck u

me: u shld sleep now. am tired too. good night

jacob: lol u r too shy. u mention abt it. when i ask u straight u blush

me: aiya whatever man. am tireddd ahhhh

jacob: i can tell u want sex

me: depending on who tho. can u just sleep... ahhh.. getting annoying

jacob: u can sleep. just dont reply. i just wanna know y u hold sex so dearly

me: i will regret if i do it with someone i dont like

jacob: fair enough. then like me :P

jacob: or do u want me to go through all the lovey dovey bullshit

me: u r forcing me to be straightforward eh... hmmm.. all i can say is.. i will never ever fuck u....

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8 july - went to Sugar hair salon to colour my hair n cut my fringe.. now its dark red :) love it to bits. tommy, sam n hanearl came over to my house to chill.. showed tommy what the msg terry sent me .. n he was like ''he just wanna fuck u'' ......
................... sigh......... now i dunno what to do................ im getting affected by what others r telling me. should i just follow my heart n stop thinking so much????? arghhhh

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