healing

At first I thought I would cry myself to sleep everyday.
BUT I DIDNT! Hahaha. I only cried for 2 days. 1 day for him, 1 day for me cos i actually sympathized with myself for being sucha fool. After that, the days were filled with anger and thoughts of revenge. Luckily he wasnt here.. cos the past few days, I really felt like killing him to ease my pain!! HAHA. I was so evil but don't worry.. I don't the guts to do that! For some reason, today I felt so much better.. perhaps I'm slowly letting go.. and facing the reality. I guess my wounds are healing.. Hope I'll have a speedy recovery! I'm done and over with china guys, my next aim will be angmohs! HAHAHAHAHHA.. I'm going global. LOL! But actually I dont really like long distance r/s. Maybe I should just stick to sg guys? hmmm............

I FEEL LIKE SINGING K!!! But am having a bad sore throat -.-

I really need a haircut! so messy la.