Friends, we will be.

I've been coping with my emotions v well until this evening.
Went to watch alvin & the chipmunks 2 with my sis. While watching, I felt like crying..
Memories came running back to me.. the song 'Hot N Cold', break dancing... Now even walking past 7-11 reminded me of him. Whenever I see a stranger on the street, I imagined it's him wearing that same old jacket, with the same hairstyle.. standing in front of me.
I'm sucha retard.. it took me one day to realize what's really happening. I thought I was strong.. I thought that as long as I think positive and acted happy, everything will be fine. I thought I've moved on. I thought he was nothing to me.
I don't blame him, I don't hate him, everyone makes mistakes, it's normal that humans hurt one another.. that's life, though it's a cruel reality.
Well, I'm sure I'll be alright. This is just the start to a new beginning. It was a good experience and a nice learning process. At least, I'm proud of myself for being so forgiving.
Friends, we will be.

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

相信你只是怕伤害我 不是骗我
把我的梦摇醒了
用心酸微笑去原谅了 也翻越了
有昨天还是好的
开始懂了 快乐是选择

这一刻回头看见自己
这一路的风景百感交集的我
越过生命悲喜陪伴着我前进
因为你让我看清自己
面对未知的恐惧脚步更加坚定
雨后的天空会有绚烂的彩虹