don't care

Reality slapped me.
Suddenly I realized this world ain't as beautiful as i thought.
Maybe I was ignorant and naive.

Now I know I can trust no one but myself.
The whole world can turn their backs at me, they can bad- mouth or backstab me.. they can do whatever they like.. I don't want to care anymore.

I'm so tired.. tired of thinking what others may think.
I know I'm not the nicest person on earth. But at least I know I didn't do anything against my conscience.

Everyone makes mistakes. I try not to judge others so quickly, so don't do that to me.
You don't understand me, you don't know me, so you are in no position to judge me.

Now I'll just do everything the way I want it . I don't want to care about what others may think.. cos it's too tedious. As long as I know I did nothing wrong, I don't have to give the whole world an explanation.

You may think I have motives. You may think I'm a bitch. You know what? I don't give a damn.

Anyway, every single thing I do now, you'll have an opinion. So it really doesn't matter anymore. I don't owe you anything anyway.

I don't see why I have to stop doing something because you don't like it. I don't want to be controlled by anyone. I stand firm on my ground. Do whatever you want, say whatever you like.. just don't let me know, cos I don't want to know.

Live your own life. Don't mess with me.