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i think i cant live without internet. seriously, no way. i dunno why when i was young, i can go without internet for days. but now, just one day without it, it feels like crap.

maybe cos i dont have a tv here. so if there's no access to internet, i m totally doing nothing at home.

sch laptop sucks. -.- lag like dunno what. bill lent me his laptop.. haha.. cos he is going back to china for 3 days. lol.. i'm pretty lucky eh. but still, im gonna get my laptop fixed later. hopefully it can be fixed.. or else.. haiz..

results gonna be out. i'm super duper SCARED! i think i wont do well. i dreamt of my results when i was taking a nap just now.. n my parents, my sisters, my bros.. they were all there. what a dream man. i'm so worried. haiz. if i get all Ps, its no good. if i get 2 Ps, 2 Fs.. even worse. if I get 3 Ps, 1 F .. it's no good either. if i get 1 C, 1 P, 2 Fs.. =.= .. if i get 1C, 2Ps, 1 F..=.-.. if i get.. okay. i should just STOP for goodness sake.. this can go on forever man. wish me luck. good luck... i am still anxious, worried, scared, nervous etc. though. ................

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life's sucha bore. life's sucha pain. life's sucha crap.

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frankly speaking, i cant handle stress.. i feel like dying man. i hate suspense. ahhh... resultsssssssssssssssss