suayness

Bill, helen and I just came back from supper at box hill.

We walked home. Not very far though. 20 mins walk in the cold.

Walking, walking, thinking, thinking...
The silence made me miss home all of a sudden.
I could sense that all of us are having our own problems. Haiz.

Times like this, makes me feel like going back to sg.
If i were there, i wont get conned n don't have to worry about money.
Here, every cent counts. For the past few months, I was trying my best not to spend so much money on food, shopping etc. Thinking of ways to spend less on food. N then, all of a sudden...there goes my 585! Sigh.

i've to worry about so much stuff. proj, exams, laundry, groceries, rent, sch fees, phone bills, transportation cost..

It's only now that I know how protected I was in sg.

Almost 4 months here. Time flies. 2 years n 8 months to go.

Enough. It's just that there's too much going on in my mind now. Shoo away the suayness.

I feel like looking for a job.. to earn back my unexpected loss.