bad luck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why am i on such bad bad bad luck?????????????

my cellphone is spoiling..

now..i can't switch on my laptop!!!! cos i accidentally spilled water on it. omg. i really think i'm damn STUPID!!!!!!

using bill's laptop now................. (he's nice enough to lend it to me for a few days.. )

ahhhhhhh....................................................

i feel like screaming now!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

is it karma or what??

n why is it happening now? before my exams? haiz.... arghhh.. so frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i really feel like going home.. if i'm in sg.. n this happens during my exam period.. there'll be someone who will help me send my laptop for servicing. if my heater spoils, someone will get one for me (i don't even need a heater in sg in the first place), if my phone spoils someone will buy one for me.. n maybe i wont get conned.. n i'm sure sg's printing n binding services are so much better.. surely wont bind wrongly!

i realise there are so many things i took for granted..

now that i'm alone.. i have to do everything on my own.

i'm so sick n tired of all this.. really..

i know i'm weak.... but if u experience all the 'suayness' i've been through.. u'll know exactly how i feel..

it's mental exhaustion and stress..

if all this keeps happening.. i think i might go crazy very soon.

i wanna go home...... i really wanna go home................

now i feel like crying..... crap.

suddenly.. i don't feel like going to mornington anymore. i don't wanna celebrate my birthday.. since i'm so suay.. everything's gonna turn out bad.....

ok.. sorry for sucha emo post. just wanna let out all my unhappiness....