CRASHED!

Laptop CRASHED! -.-

i've already expected something like this would happen. it should have crashed a few weeks ago.. but apparently, it has been abit retarded.

nvm. i'll go n get it fixed tomorrow or so. hopefully it can be revived -.-

fyi, i'm using the school's laptop now. borrowed it for 2 days from sch's library.

Evil hearts of Men

Evan Chandler “I Lied for my father, i’m sorry Michael”

By admin Friday June 26, 2009

After the sudden death of Michael Jackson Evan Chandler tells the truth.

In 1993, Chandler told a psychiatrist and police that he and Jackson had engaged in sexual acts that included oral sex, the boy gave detailed description of Jackson’s genitals. The case was settled out of court for a reported $22 million, but the strain led Jackson to begin taking painkillers. Eventually he became addicted.

Now maybe for the remorse of his death Chandler decides to tell us the truth. ” I never meant to lie and destroy Michael Jackson but my father made me to tell only lies. Now i can’t tell Michael how much i’m sorry and if he will forgive me ”.Evan Chandler was tape-recorded saying amongst other things, “If I go through with this, I win big-time. There’s no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever…

Under the influence of a controversial father (Jordan Chandler) told his son to tell that Jackson had touched his penis.Jordan Chandler then told a psychiatrist and later police that he and Jackson had engaged in acts of kissing, masturbation and oral sex, as well as giving a detailed description of what he alleged were the singer’s genitals.
” Now for the first time i can’t bare to lie anymore. Michael Jackson didn’t do anything to me, all was my father lies to escape from being poor.”

Source: Fresh News

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Now we know how evil human beings can be. Staging a whole lot of malicious acts, demolishing the innocence of others, and at the end of it, they confessed when it was all too late.

Look at what the ugly hearts of men has done to MJ. He was not eccentric,it was those people who drove him crazy.

张静-你在哪里

Nice song!! I like..



张静-你在哪里

天色暗下去
城市灯火慢慢清晰
就象模糊的记忆
却拉出深刻的痕迹

MiSoSoRiMi
这句忘不了的旋律
和你名字放在一起
存在我手机里
什么时候才会响起

你在哪里
思念之间到底是什么距离
我装满心情后的 行李
沉重得让我更是 想你
喧闹人潮哪个是你背影
我是否应该把心高高挂起
准备好接受任何结局
一转身就心有灵犀
我看到你

MiSoSoRiMi
这句忘不了的旋律
和你名字放在一起
存在我手机里
什么时候才会想起

你在哪里
思念之间到底是什么距离
我装满心情后的行李
沉重得让我更是想你
喧闹人潮哪个是你背影
我是否应该把心高高挂起
准备好接受任何结局
一转身就心有灵犀
我看到你

你在哪里
思念之间到底是什么距离
我装满心情后的行李
沉重得让我更是想你
喧闹人潮哪个是你背影
我是否应该把心高高挂起
准备好接受任何结局
停留在此刻让我可以
好好看你

!!??

Just came back from box hill. Accompanied effie to go see a doctor. She's down with terrible sore throat and slight fever. At first she went to the clinic near her house, but the nurse said that the doc cant see her today. Then we met at box hill, and went to one of the clinics there.. n the nurse told us that we need to make an appointment and come tomorrow -.- -.-

What's wrong with the clinics here? Why is appointment necessary? What if a person is really really really sick? Still need to wait till the next day?? Omg. I think it's ridiculous.
I cannot understand why medical clinics require appointments to be made. I thought it should be very accessible??

Then we finally found one at nelson road.. we saw the notice that says "no appointment is required".. and we were so happy! hahah. N guess how much effie spent on her consultation n medicine fees? 70 bucks!! that's after insurance subsidy already.. if there is no subsidy, it'll be 100 bucks! omg -.- damn ex la. -.0 So best not to ever fall sick here!!!.

Omg. Results gonna be out next sat 8.00am! I'm so freaking worried. Ahhh...!!!!
I hope i can pass everything.. -.- HAIZ.....scared scared scared!!!!

HOOHAAA

what happened today

can u see the double streaks of rainbow? one is faded.. the other is more obvious..
Haha... it was my first time yesterday to see rainbow in melb! hahah. i dont think i m gonna upload the video.. cos it's pretty much the same as the pics.. but with my irritating voice that kept repeating "u see got rainbow, u see got rainbow!" LOL.

well, i met venesse just now. we sat down, drank something.. and talked for hours. hahaha...

btw, when i was taking the train home just now... someone in my cabin fainted. then i was told to press the emergency button since i was just standing right beside it. And i had to talk to the driver.. my 1st time doing such thing.. felt so noble.. HAHA. well, by the time the driver came and told us that the ambulance was coming, the girl who fainted was already wide awake, looking quite alright. But i think they decided to send her to the hospital anyway.

ok.. thats it for today. i gotta brainstorm ideas for tmrw's class -.-

rainbow

i saw double streaks of rainbow across the sky today!! just outside my backyard!!!!!!!
i took pictures.. n a video of it!! will upload soon!! :) Hahaha..

its 4.24 am now. sleepy. gotta wake up by noon later!! meeting venesse (my pri friend) in city again!! lol.

so addicted to fb. can stare at fb for the entire day.. without doing anything!! hahahaha.

I still have project to worry about =.= i need more ideas!! so stuck!!!!!!!

oh yes! i finally finished watching penelope :)) haha.. it's a pretty good movie. go watch ba..
just now i watched 1 n 1/2 parts of Confessions of the teenage Drama Girl.. but don't think i'll finished it though.. the reason y i decided to watch it initially.. it's cos of megan fox! wanted to see what she looked like last time.. hahaha.. i wanna watch transformers: revenge of the fallen.. it'll be out in the cinemas later!!!

ok gtg tata!! take care everyone!! :))

plans!

Today's my first day of winter class.
Only 16 ppl in the class. Hahah.
Winter semester's so short.. we have to complete 3 months workload in 6 weeks!!!
Luckily, it's group work.. hope my group mates are cooperative. 1 angmoh girl, 1 msian guy.
Well well.. im still so worried about my results -.- i dreamt of failing my exams again! =.=
Wah lao.. i'm so scared.

I'm counting down to my next hols.
I'm gonna list down my plans... the things im gonna do once i step into sg.

1) meet xy, nic, jx,kelly for lunch or dinner!!
2) go cathay watch movies with anyone of them! eat selegie dou hua!
2) go sing k with sw n wc!
3) organise big big gathering! or chalet.. even better!
4) meet inez, tian, yuli, anna, eileen..?? kbox!!
5) jalan kayu eat prata! chomp chomp eat stingray! go esplanade chill!
6) nyp find lecturers!
7) shopping at far east, vivo, bugis, plaza sing, tampines mall, haji lane etc etc..
8) go basheer!!
9) buy lotsa vcds!! (sg's cheaper) then bring to melb.. hahah. cos tudou n other streaming websites take forever to load!!!! now im so bored!!
10) go take pics with nic or jx? bring holga, fisheye, polaroid!!!
11) i wanna go mount sophia eat dessert n chill! hahahah.
12) sushi teh, sakae, ichiban!!!!!
13) i miss my mum's cooking..... n hawker n coffeeshop food!
14) i wanna go daiso buy alot of 2 bucks stuff
15) amk buy cheap cheap st ives face scrub & mask, olay body butter!! hahah
16) ecp cycling!!! marina fly kite, play arcade, eat steamboat!
17) pubbing!! clubbing also can la.. hahah.
18) i wanna bring u all to go n eat that chocolate lava cake at jalan kayu!!!!! omg.. super good.. i hope that shop is still there!!

what else what else.. cant think of anymore for now.. will add on to this list when i think of more.......

now i'm hoping that Penelope can load successfully.. ...
yes.. after 3 days.. I still havent finish watching Penelope!!!!! -.-

Primary school friend!

I'm yawning. So sleepy...
I slept at 6 am, woke up at 1.4opm. Then I went to melbourne central to meet my primary school friend, venesse! haha. Yes, PRIMARY SCHOOL!! hahah. incredible eh. She came to melbourne for hols.. but gonna go back to sydney in early july.. she's studying there.
It's pretty funny how we never ever met in sg during the 9 years since we left primary school.. but yet, we decided to meet each other in melbourne!!! Pretty cute eh. The power of facebook!!
And when we finally met just now, .. there wasnt that kinda awkwardness that i thought would exist. hahaha.
All the while we thought that we were in the same class throughout our primary school years!.. we went like "hey.. do you know so and so..".. and then.. all the question marks came popping out. Then, we found out that we were in the same class from pri 1 - pri 4.. then pri 5, pri 6.. we were in different class! hahaha. but somehow i still remember some of her classmates! hahahah. amazing eh.. Hahaha.. Venesse's still as nice as before.. her personality never change much. Hahah. well.. i might be meeting her again this coming thurs again.. haha.
One day, I wanna go sydney!! hahah. then i can go n find many many ppl!! hahahahha..

I dunno whats with me and my primary school luck these days.. sudd one by one.. my primary school friends start appearing in my life. HAHAHA... so amazing..

west field with effie

Anyway thanks effie for the present!!! I like it!! :)

hahaha.. its nose is so much sharper than mine! hahah..

Thanks everyone!!

Haha.. i'm back!!

First of all.. let me thank the following people:

To Jiaxiang:
Thank you for calling me at 12am to sing me birthday song. though the 1st few minutes.. i didnt hear anything.. cos i was adjusting the volume..paiseh..i just woke up from my sleep.. didnt really know what i was doing also. hahah..well, i was v gan dong!! so nice of u!!

To Kelly:
Cant wait to see the webcam!! Thanks for taking the trouble to send a webcam over.. hahah. n it's my 21st bday present from you!! hahahha.. And oh yes, thanks for sketching a muchie for me.. hahah. it's so adorable!!!

To Xueying:
Haha. At first, I thought you have forgotten my birthday.. hahah.. Then suddenly, i received an email from you!!! It's an animation made esp for me!! omg.. hahahah. gan dong gan dong!! The animation reminded me of our poly days.. so fun!! Thank you for your effort in making the animation!!! Really appreciate it..hahah.

To Nichelle:
Thanks for your birthday wish.. Hahah. I didnt go to casino to play blackjack..Hahah. dont wanna waste that 10 bucks..despite u persuading me to go. Lol.(don't misunderstand.. i was the one who started telling nic about 21st bday going to casino to play blackjack) hahah.


To Helen:
Thanks for organising everything for me.. Really appreciate your effort. N thanks for the present, card n cake!! haha..


To my family:
Thanks papa, mummy, ah be jie, ah boy ko, peter ko, alvina jie & gab for all your wishes n concern. Don't feel that u all have not done enough for me.. it's only a 21st birthday.. not very big deal la. haha. N.. when gab called me just now, i was so happy!!! he sounded so cute on the phone.. hahaha.. still addicted to his psp.. Hahahah.

To:
Adrian, Darren, Clara, Ridzuan, Chiyong, Ah Yan, Wira, Amanda, Songwei, Sean, Weiqi, Joey, Effie, Quinee, Jeslin, Tengwan, Mok, Eva, Eileen,Tian
Thanks for your wishes!!!!
I didnt expect some people (i.e my pri sch friend, Clara. sec sch friend, weiqi. and uni friend, adrian) to wish me happy birthday.. but they still did.. so happy hahahah.Thanks!! :))




haha.. a present from niao!! thank u v much!!


this is from kelly!! hahah. thanks!!!!


my round round face.. hahahahhahah.. FAT! jian fei jian fei!!!!

stay tune

i m so bored now... gonna watch penelope on tudou.. but the buffering's taking so long -.-

well, i just ordered bbq meat lovers pizza, 2 garlic breads and fried calamari hahahah.
cos i've forgotten to have my dinner just now.. no wonder so hungry.. hahah.

i took a long nap from 5-8pm. hahahhah..

why is the delivery man not here yet.. i'm so hungry!!! hahahha..

i'm gonna upload pics n videos soon!!! stay tune!

祝我生日快乐

祝我生日快乐

this live version is nice!!! I think wen lan's dress abit.. err..



Thanks for all your wishes!! will update soon :D

scared

i woke up feeling rather scared... about my exams.
i dunno if i can pass or not. haiz.. although i try not to think about it, but subconsciously it somehow gets into my mind.
i dreamt of my mum n dad going to nyp.. n met mic gan? LOL. what a weird dream..not even related to my exams.. hahahahha..
n then, today my dad called me.. he said he n my mum just got back to sg.. n asked me about my exams -.- haiz.
i dunno.. i am so scared.. esp my microecons.. i studied 1 week for it, if i fail, i really got nothing to say. as for accounting i spent like only 3 days on it.. i have a somewhat better feeling about accounting.. but u know, my prediction is always wrong. so anything can happen. what if i fail my design subjects?? which is not impossible too. omg.. this is really freaking me out. what if i fail 3 out of 4 subjects? omg omg.. HAIZ.....
but i can do nothing about it now.. -.-
i know this entry is pretty meaningless.. hahahha. but just wanna pen down what i'm feeling now. hahahaha.

neoprints

i like the toilet one the most!! hahahhaha..... so fun!!
we are going to take more neoprints soon!!!!!!! hahahahahah..

met helen at melb central at 5.45pm.. then we went straight to bourke st to take neoprints! hahahah. after that.. we went shopping.. sportsgirl, supre, rebel.. then off to starbucks to chill and gossip.lol. n she brought to a place to eat 大盘鸡.. very tasty n spicy too!.. if anyone of u is coming here to visit me, i'll bring u there to eat the jumbo size 大盘鸡.. lol.

i wanna cut my hair!! too long... ..... hahhahhh.

-.-

wth... Internet's so freaking slow!!
i m blogging using my phone now.. Though my laptop is just right infront of me. Due to the weak internet connection.. All the webpages i've opened are 'freezed'. Arghh.. it's getting on my nerves.. Esp when i've just finished my exams.. N will need my internet the most during this period of time to kill boredom.. Lol. Yes! Finally exams r over! Though i dont have a super duper good feeling about it.. but well, i try not to think about it now.. it's not like it can change anything .. i hope i can scrape through it...

anyway, right after exams just now.. i went to melbourne central to meet helen for dinner. we had beef tataki.. so yummy!!.. i ate salmon tataki before, but not beef tataki.. I think beef is pretty gd too. then we went to watch Angels and Demons.. gruesome scenes. I wanna watch transformers n my sister's keeper!!!

Oh yes, btw, it was really funny just now. We went into the movie theatre like 25 mins earlier.. and there was a movie showing. it was the last 5 mins of Angels and Demons. LOL. Cos the previous batch of ppl havent left the theatre yet. LOL. and everyone was giving us that look..like "why are these 2 girls coming in when the show's gonna end?".. hahahahhahaha.. n finally the ushers came in, cos they gotta clear the area for the next batch of ppl. N they kept looking at us too.. cos maybe we looked like we didnt had the intention to leave the place. hahahahahahha.. it wasn't really our fault anyway.. we just wanted to find somewhere to sit while we eat our ice creams! hahahahaha......

tomorrow i'm going out with helen again hahahahahhah. it's my hols now.. but winter semester starts next tue.. but only 2 days a week.. so it's alright la. hahahah

cant sleep

i cant sleep for goodness sake..
tomorrow's my microecons exam.. i'm so so worried. i seem to forget everything i've studied for the past 1 week.
i think my brain is so rusted!!!!! i dont know how to study effectively.
haiz.. how to make myself calm down n sleep well?
i wanted to take flu pills.. not that i have flu.. but cos..flu pills can make ppl drowsy and sleep better.
aiya aiya... i think its been too long since i last sat for a major exam like this.. thats y i m so tensed up....
now my internet's so slow... cos i think we exceeded our internet capacity for the month....
i don't like the internet system here.. so troublesome... =.=
now i cant even log into facebook n msn -.- internet's so dead man.

wish me luck k? i hope i can pass...... or.. pass with flying colours will be even better .. ok back to my notes....tata!

grad videos

hahahah.. was looking through the list of videos jx posted on his youtube.. haha.. n i saw our grad videos (which i've watched before.. but wanna watch again.. hahahah).. everyone has changed.. lol

happy happy!

Hahahahahha.
hahahahahhahha.. hahahahhaha.......

I'm so happy..spoken to so many people on the phone!! omg. how i wish i'm there.. i've missed out so much fun!!!!!!!! N I miss everyone!! I think i really have a bunch of very nice n caring friends :)))

and oh no, i offended so many ppl over the phone.. sorry la. just kidding only..

anyway, special thanks to jx for doing me this favour!! u've sacrificed your hp batt for this...gan dong gan dong..haha.. really appreciate it.. now i can see so many ppl already..THANK YOU!!!!



the 2nd video.. everyone looks abit sian.. except xy. hahahha. thanks xy!! btw, helen says that u r pretty!! (though i told you already.. but i wanna tell everyone!!hahaha)



and.. is there a video of nic and ed? hahah.

anyway, today's helen's birthday!!! I just sang her a birthday song!!
cos she was so unhappy.. bill made her quite mad. he bought her a pair of chanel earrings with a receipt. the earrings cost 640 bucks! now we don't know if bill accidentally put the receipt inside or not. i was thinking.. maybe bill's too sick to even bother to check.. cos he's down with flu now.

I gave helen this.. i named it 'Haha'.. cute right? hahaha.. i also wrote her a message.. she seems to like it.. hahah

Thanks jx!

Hahahha.. jx made this video for me hahahah. so gan dong!! thanks alot alot!!! :))) you really understand me alot... hahahahah.
helen watched it yesterday.. and she kept laughing.esp at the part when u said that i was 'jian' LOL.. then she said '对对对..' hahahhahaha..

btw, i think.. the 1st few seconds of the video u did a good job.. so natural.. like talking to weishan.. then talk to the camera.. hahahah



btw, i like this song.. so nice......



山野 - 分开也不一定分手

分开也不一定分手

哭泣也不一定泪流

激情时说不走

也不知道会多久

相爱时的对白 容易让人有感受

总是没缘由 就会莫名哀愁

分开后的日子 总会让人太难受

却能更明白 你想要的所有

分开也不一定分手

哭泣也不一定泪流

爱情也不一定要海誓山盟才够

分开也不一定分手

相守也不一定拥有

激情时说不走

也不知道会多久

经历太多风雨

只为能两厢厮守

何必为了一点原由

放弃了所有 哦~~

my Videos!!

Hahahah.. i've made a little video to show u all ...

cos i'm so bored.. haha.. sorry.. my video-ing skill's very lousy, i know.. LOL..just bear with it :P



this is the initial video.. hahaha.. helen's so funny!!



that's it for now..Hahahhaha..

de-stress

I'm blogging again.

Blog is my only outlet of de-stress.

I think it's pms la..or not enough sleep..
makes me so emotional n temperamental... n lethargic.. hahahah

i slept at 6 am in the morning.. woke up at 3pm. timing so screwed up right.

I hope i can slp by 12 am tonight.

i don't feel like studying..... i think i'm gonna flunk my exams -.-

i dont even know if i understand what i'm studying or not. so dumb.

haiz. i feel like giving up again. =.=

btw,we're not going to mornington already! i'm very fickle-minded.....
i always change my mind.. =.-

hmm. cos i feel very unsafe.... cos i don't know most of the ppl who are going.. and someone is driving.. i don't quite trust his driving skill cos i dunno him.. plus .. i'm afraid of swine flu. hah

Dali's

Hahaha.. Salvador Dali's works gonna be at National Gallery of Victoria from 17 june till oct. Might be going there with joey 2 weeks later.



Actually i prefer Rene Magritte's works.. hopefully one day Rene Magritte's artwork will be exhibited here.. :))

Hahah. sorry for my temperamental nature.. Now I'm happy again. Hahahh

zigzag

Now my laptop can work.

But there's an alien zigzag icon showing... dunno whats that.

I've backed up all my files n deactivated my adobe. just in case it won't work again =.=

bad luck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why am i on such bad bad bad luck?????????????

my cellphone is spoiling..

now..i can't switch on my laptop!!!! cos i accidentally spilled water on it. omg. i really think i'm damn STUPID!!!!!!

using bill's laptop now................. (he's nice enough to lend it to me for a few days.. )

ahhhhhhh....................................................

i feel like screaming now!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

is it karma or what??

n why is it happening now? before my exams? haiz.... arghhh.. so frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i really feel like going home.. if i'm in sg.. n this happens during my exam period.. there'll be someone who will help me send my laptop for servicing. if my heater spoils, someone will get one for me (i don't even need a heater in sg in the first place), if my phone spoils someone will buy one for me.. n maybe i wont get conned.. n i'm sure sg's printing n binding services are so much better.. surely wont bind wrongly!

i realise there are so many things i took for granted..

now that i'm alone.. i have to do everything on my own.

i'm so sick n tired of all this.. really..

i know i'm weak.... but if u experience all the 'suayness' i've been through.. u'll know exactly how i feel..

it's mental exhaustion and stress..

if all this keeps happening.. i think i might go crazy very soon.

i wanna go home...... i really wanna go home................

now i feel like crying..... crap.

suddenly.. i don't feel like going to mornington anymore. i don't wanna celebrate my birthday.. since i'm so suay.. everything's gonna turn out bad.....

ok.. sorry for sucha emo post. just wanna let out all my unhappiness....

瘦不了

haiz. winter makes me fat.

i dunno y.. 就是瘦不了!!!

back in sg, whenever i gain weight, i always know how to make myself lose 2-3kgs.. but here.. i dunno why.. i just cant!! is it cos of the cold weather? i walk and sweat less but eat more?? bahhhh..... how?? before i go back to sg.. i MUST slim down!! hahhaha. that'll gimme like another half a year to lose weight.. hopefully can la.. or else my mum sure nag me!! =.=

mornington!

Hahahha. I'm going to mornington next thurs!! straight after my exams!! hahahaha. My group mate's friend is driving all of us there.. effie is going too!!

looks fun eh. hahahaha. i wanna ride on the horses.. ok ba. i better go n study now :)

love the pics

5.10am.. i'm still awake hahahah.
i better sleep soon...
was changing my blogskin..
so nice now right?? hahah.. i love the pics..
haiz. i miss everyone. hahahah.
i have so many more pics to add.. wait till i'm free again. hahah.
tata! good morning!!

nic sent me this song.. i was listening to it while looking for photos to include in my blog.. sigh. not the best song to listen to when u r looking back at your memories.. ... hahah.



刘力扬 - 寂寞光年 歌词

寂寞光年 刘力扬
是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
是谁将阳舛技舫闪擞甑?
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重
漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

-.-ness

aiyo.. why is everyone inviting me to their 21st birthdays in sg?
i'm not in sg leh.. i'm not in sg.. i'm not in sg..

i know u all invite me out of courtesy.. but. you know, it'll make me feel like i have missed out alot of fun.. =.=

ok nvm.. but i was telling nic.. i should also send my birthday invitation through fb.. and invite everyone here to celebrate with me. hahahah. then you all will know how i feel..
that kinda "-.-ness"

hahahahhaha. i'm so bad..

but nic says.. she finds it funny.. hahahahh. actually me too.. hahahah. imagine ppl's reaction when they see that invitation.. LOL..

well, i think most likely helen and me will be celebrating our birthdays together.. cos her bday's on 14 june.. but she says that she'll celebrate hers with me. i told her.. maybe we could order a birthday cake with '2122' on it - (my age n her age) .. quite symbolic eh. hahaha. can buy 4-d.lol.

hmm. but i think.. the rest have forgotten our birthdays already.. except..maybe bill? haha. if there are only 3 of us.. and we order such big cake.. very =.= .. hahah. we might choke ourselves with slices of cakes.. n will be damn stuffed.

i dunno la.. see how lor. i've more things to worry now.. my exams.. dunno if i can make it through or not. wish me luck!

n i think my phone's going crazy.. sometimes there is no reception, sometimes there is.. then runs out of battery.. though i've just charged it in the morning. =.=

ok.. maybe i should get myself a new phone.. as my bday present.. hahahahaha...i say it's for my bday. then i won't feel like i've spend alot of money. which phone should i get? help me decide... i have nothing in mind. i only know i don't want motorola..haha.. n my budget is 300 and below?

swine paranoia

All the while, helen and me have been making fun of bill, saying that he has swine flu. Cos he kept coughing and sneezing. Then one day, we became paranoid and started asking him if he had fever, diarrhea etc etc. Then he laughed.. and said "you thought i have swine is it?"

Then, we found out.. we have been suspecting the wrong person.
Cos yesterday night, Quinee came out of the room and asked helen for some pills. She said that victor was running a fever.. and has been feeling unwell for a few days already.

And I heard from helen that monash has many incidents of swine flu.. and victor studies in monash. =.=


OMG OMG OMG..

then helen and me became super scared. and we felt unwell all of a sudden.. hahah.

but seriously, i think my throat is feeling weird.. like i'm gonna fall sick soon. hopefully not man.

i have been trying to eat lotsa apples and oranges to build up my immune system. hahah. dunno if it'll help.

procrastinating so so much

3.28 am..

my aim is to finish 1 chapter per day for microecons.
yesterday i managed to finish 1 chapter (30 pages)..
but today, i just can't. n i realise chapter 10 has 40 over pages.. no wonder. but i only finished 20 pages =.= so slow today..
i know why.. cos after every 1-2 pages, i'll fb/eat/slack/walk around for 30 mins.. procrastinating so so much!

haiz. gotta wake up abit earlier later to finish up chapter 10. then move on to chapter 11.. microecons requires so many graphs, calculations.. and explanations... -.-

allocated 5 days for microecons, 5 days for accounting. i havent started on accounting yet. i'm freaking dead.. cos accounting is so damn chim.. always give me headaches!!!!

ok ba. i better go to sleep.. will wake up at 10 later? hope so.. hahah.

tata!!

wanna go home

i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home

hahaha. i'm so useless right. it has only been 4 months and i wanna go home already. lol..

askaslkslohslkhlskhklhklhklshalknckio

haha. typing nonsense.

effie told me.. after sem 2, i'll have a different opinion and will like staying in melb.

not that i dun like staying in melb now.. just that i prefer sg. i have good good friends there.. but here... i dont think anyone even cares. lol.

i think if i go home now, i wont wanna come back to melb. hahaha.

i'm counting down to the next sem break. then i can fly home. lol. there are so many things i wanna do, places i wanna go, food i wanna eat, ppl i wanna meet in sg.

aiyo. nvm.. i should stop thinking about it now.. n get back to my textbook =.-

oh yes, btw, there are over 1000 cases of swine flu here in victoria. so if i were to fly to sg now (luckily i didnt).. I will surely be quarantined. heard that my school's lecturer has swine -.-

happy :)

i'm getting sleepy.. and it's so early.. only 11.28pm! so unlike me.. cos normally i sleep at 4 am. haha.

well, i'm feeling quite happy and satisfied today. Met effie and had lunch at box hill. then we went shopping at dfo. hahah. i bought so much stuff.. 2 tops, 1 bag, a pair of shoes, a necklace.. less than 100 bucks!! hahah. i havent been shopping for months!! but i like everything that i bought hahah. effie bought a sweater and a bunch of rings that she likes so much.... haha.

then we went to red rooster for dinner. i think it's better than hungry jacks. haha.

today i started smsing and calling ppl again! smsed nic n talked to jx & xy! hahaha. so long nv talk to niao..thought she flew to elsewhere already. the last time i called her.. we only chatted for less than 5 mins.. haha.. as for jx, he said he had the intention to apply for rmit! hahah. good.. then i'll have company.lol. i need more ppl to come to melb la. so many ppl are going to sydney -.-
btw, it seems like everyone is interested in 愛就宅 next door! hahahah. not much updates already... cos i'm kinda sian of it. hahaha.

i think that blog is a nice invention. hahah. cos everyone seems to know what i'm doing.. and when i call them, at least there're things to talk about.. won't lose touch. hahaha. and i was actually quite touched when nic smsed me after she read about my 585- incident.

next weekend, heard from nic that mok's organising a chalet.. i'll call nic or xy on that day.. cos if i call at that time, i'll be able to talk to many ppl all at once. hahahah. i dunno why i like talking so much. lol.

nice to know that everyone is doing great.. jiayou ok? .. n tomorrow is my turn to jiayou for my exams.. need to start revising.. n study real hard.

ok ba.. take care everyone!!

fast forward

i'm procrastinating again.
i refuse to study.. exams in 10 days time. n i have so much to revise!

ok.. let me plan my time for this coming week...

sat - go out with effie
sun - microecons 11am - 11pm
mon - microecons 11am - 11pm
tue-microecons 11am - 11pm
wed - accounting 11am - 11pm
thurs - accounting 11am - 11pm
fri - accounting 11am - 11pm
sat - microecons 11am - 11pm
sun - accounting 11am - 11pm
mon-microecons 11am - 11pm
tue - accounting 11am - 11pm

yup that'll be my ideal plan.

i gotta follow closely to this timetable..

just now i was watching bride wars halfway, it was 50+% buffered.. and guess what.. i accidentally closed the window -.- so i decided not to watch it anymore. cos it really took too long to buffer...... for just that 50+% of buffering. i think i waited for about an hour =.- .. i really hate the internet connection here. every month, there'll be a internet capacity limit. if we exceed that limit (which we always do) .. the connection will be damn damn damn slow.

btw, i realize ever since i came here.... i become more n more stupid. always do stupid things. dunno y.. my IQ drops so much so much so much...... haiz.

i miss sg i miss sg i miss sg i miss sg i miss sg i miss sg i miss sg.......... hahahha.. gotta wait till end of the year =.- 6 more months? haha. i missed out so much fun being so far away for so long...aiyo.... although i can escape everyone's 21st birthdays.. n save up buying presents n stuff.. but.. now that i think of it, i rather spend money celebrating everyone's birthdays.. than stay here alone with not many good friends =.= .. i don't even have a plan for my own birthday.

Melb: a totally new chapter of my life. 'new', meaning i had to start all over again..making new friends, adapting to a new environment.. its actually quite tiring u know. as much as i like the laid-back lifestyle, scenery, cool weather and shuaiges here..lol.. but i don't think this is the place i'm gonna stay for the rest of my life. unless i can bring all my family and friends.. which is so impossible. well, there are so many ppl i know of, who wants to apply for PR here.. i don't think this will be something that i want. I just wanna go back to sg. hahahah..i'm quite useless right. haahahha.

now .. 3 years seems so long to me. hahahah. hurry up, fast forward!!

bad luck

i'm on lousy luck these days.

1st - my heater broke down. i survived the freezing cold throughout the night. the next day, i went to get a new heater. And guess what? I realized my heater wasn't spoiled afterall.. cos i plugged in the wrong switch.. -.- So i used it for awhile.. then it went off. So I thought to myself : ' ok good that it's spoiled at least i didnt waste money.' And then few days later, helen told me.. the reason why it went off automatically.. cos i adjusted the timer =.= =.= -.=

2nd- I got conned .. 585 bucks gone! Then found out my com got trojan horse viruses.. got freaking paranoid.. n started worrying about my money! thinking of ways as to not let my parents know about the 585.. yet telling them about how i knew my com was infected with viruses.

3rd - Was in the train, on the way to school.. waited for 15 mins for it..(cos the train in melb comes every 15 mins). Dunno why.. my mind went on autopilot for what seems like a few mins.. but before I knew it, I missed my stop.. So I alighted at the next stop. the station which was packed with high sch kids. so noisy and rowdy. and i had to bear with that noise and waited for another 15 mins =.-

4th - On wed, I went to school to send my design journal for wire binding. The uncle told me to collect it the next day. So i went.. and I saw that .. he binded my stuff wrongly.. all messed up!! the pages were facing different sides. Then he told me to collect it on fri. I was so pissed! You know.. I went to school just to collect my stuff.. He binded my stuff wrongly, didnt apologize and still expect me to collect it the next day. So I said "I thought I was supposed to collect it today?" And he replied "Sometimes things do happen" -.- So damn angry! I insisted collecting it today no matter what.. so in the end, i trimmed the edges myself and he binded it for me on the spot. -.=

super suay right?? shoo away the suayness..... why am i on such bad luck? haiz.

ppl, pls wish me good luck!! i need alot alot of good luck to compensate for my bad 'lucks'!

hahah. actually i think.. it's not entirely bad luck.. it's just that i become dumber nowadays. Lol.

至少还有你

I was in helen's room just now.. we were watching a taiwanese drama 痞子英雄. Only watched 1 episode. After that we listened to some songs.. and we find the lyrics in 林忆莲 至少还有你 quite amusing.

It's suppose to be a sad song with strong emotions.. but we were laughing so hard. Cos.. there was this part "你掌心的痣 我总记得在那里".. and but I interpreted as "你长新的痣, 我总记得在哪里?" Hahahaha.

Btw, the moths here are scary.. huge like cockroaches! That time, in the middle of the night, one big moth flew into my room.. and dropped on my pillow. I screamed and jumped. I didnt even know that was a moth.. didnt even look like one. I wanted to ask my housemates to get rid of it for me.. but everyone else's asleep. The moth was stuck on my pillow and didn't move. So I ended up throwing away my pillow.. very -.- right. I know. But I didn't know what to do then. At that moment, I just wanted to go back to sleep asap. That was why I made sucha hasty and -.- decision. Haha. Luckily I had 3 pillows.. now still have 2. I don't want anymore moths to fly into my room! We saw a bunch of moths outside the kitchen window just now ... eeee...

suayness

Bill, helen and I just came back from supper at box hill.

We walked home. Not very far though. 20 mins walk in the cold.

Walking, walking, thinking, thinking...
The silence made me miss home all of a sudden.
I could sense that all of us are having our own problems. Haiz.

Times like this, makes me feel like going back to sg.
If i were there, i wont get conned n don't have to worry about money.
Here, every cent counts. For the past few months, I was trying my best not to spend so much money on food, shopping etc. Thinking of ways to spend less on food. N then, all of a sudden...there goes my 585! Sigh.

i've to worry about so much stuff. proj, exams, laundry, groceries, rent, sch fees, phone bills, transportation cost..

It's only now that I know how protected I was in sg.

Almost 4 months here. Time flies. 2 years n 8 months to go.

Enough. It's just that there's too much going on in my mind now. Shoo away the suayness.

I feel like looking for a job.. to earn back my unexpected loss.

Trojan horse

BEWARE OF TROJAN HORSE VIRUS!!!!!

Nic showed me this link: http://www.dbs.com.sg/sg/personal/ibanking/additionalinfo/security/phishing

"A new password stealing Trojan is in circulation across the internet. This malicious program infects your computer and at the login stage can steal your Internet Banking security information such as UserID, Password, DBS iB Secure Pin (Token OTP) and One Time Password Authorisation (SMS OTP). The Trojan has been known to infect Internet Explorer.

When you attempt to login into your internet banking site the Trojan will present to you a page that looks like the DBS Internet Banking page and tricks you into entering your details. The Trojan may trick you into providing these details multiple times. Once entered, your computer may hang for a period of time. It then sends this information to the culprits who can use this information to login to your account. Please be very careful when you login to internet banking."

So before you log into your ibanking.. please do a virus scan.. if u don't have virus scan.. please download from here: AVG Virus Scan

And u know what? my com was infected with 10 trojanhorse viruses!!!

So.. I think you all better do a virus scan.. just in case i accidentally passed the virus to u while transferring files online. Sorry about that..