suppress

in the end .. i didnt meet effie today. cos her training ended early. and when she called me, i was still sleeping haha. so meet next time ba.

my parents called me again. haha. asked me what i want for my 21st birthday. lol. i wanted to tell them i wanna go taiwan for hols. but didnt dare to. hahaha.

dont know why.. almost everytime they call me, i feel like crying. esp when they show concern.. omg. then i find myself trying to suppress my emotions when talking to them on the phone, so that they wont hear me sob. hahah. i feel that they show more concern towards me when i am away compared to when i was in sg. i guess it's just a natural reaction ba.

i hope i wont procrastinate today. haha. i need to do work!!