Scared

Sigh.
The feedbacks I got from my first concept proposals weren't good. And it seemed like everyone else's doing fine, except me.

I think my self-confidence's going downhill. I'm so afraid that my concepts won't turn out good. I'm running out of ideas. I guess it will be pathetic to know that the amount of time I spend on a project somehow doesn't reflect on my grades. I don't want that to happen.. but well, I'll never know till the day I get my results right?

It's hard to get things done when one's demoralised. Tell me how to tear down those walls of fear and self-doubt. Now I just feel that all my ideas are craps.

Haiz.. I'm scared.

I'm acting queer these days. Even my housemate kept asking me why I became so quiet. Well, I think I'm just stressed out. I really wonder how I manage to cope with so many modules in poly.. But now that I have only 4 modules, why do I still find it so tough?

And suddenly, I don't find those shuai ges shuai anymore. Am I out of my mind or down with depression? ...........