ARGHHH

The unstable internet connection's getting on my nerves. Argh!
It's so annoying cos when I switch on my laptop, I expect that it's automatically connected.. but when it's not, I need to spend hours and minutes trying to fix the router. It's so time-consuming! N it's so much worse when I don't even have much time for myself!

And today I feel like I just got a fine & stepped on a shit & blah blah blah.. anything bad that you can think of. It's just a stupid crappy feeling that I get whenever I feel stress out or if I don't get something done the way I wanted. Sometimes I just hope that I can be cool about stuff, and stop caring so much about what others may think. I reckon I spend more time thinking of what others are thinking, than what I'm actually thinking.. you get what I mean?

Week 5, week 6 - deadlines, tests.. I don't even know how I'll be able to cope. I know eventually I'll get it done. But.. quality wise.. erm.. doubtful.

Argh. I'm still not in a good mood right now @#$%^&*%#^*&