procrastinate

i'm almost late.. but am still procrastinating -.-

meeting the rest in 45 mins time.. shit. i better get going.... byebye!

will update later. btw, i bought a good book yesterday... am gonna give it to jx n nic as birthday present after i've finished reading.. HAHA!! 2nd hand present LOL.

meet ups!

Met up with jx, nic n kelly for dinner at botak jones near cineleisure..

met jx first, acc him to cut his hair.. then nic n kelly came. all of us were starving by then..

i started taking pics.. n i told them that my phone can take good pics.. which will make complexion look flawless cos of the super glaring flashlight. hahaha. n i was right. end up the effect was so good that nic's n jx' noses were gone in the pics! lol..

sick?

i think im gonna fall sick soon.
stupid cough & flu.... actually i think it's cos of the air con -.-

i need more vitamin C!!!!!

meeting nic n jx later :)

same?

my sis and i had a chat.. about her r/s with her bf, max.

then she told me how protective max is cos he always feels insecure.
then, it dawned upon me that i'm just like max, and xz is just like my sis.

i asked my sis if she knew why max hasnt really trusted her.. and she said "perhaps he's afraid he might get hurt. cos it's like playing with fire.. if u get too close to it, it might burn ur fingers"... so you see, that's exactly my point.

let me paint u a scenerio:
my sis was hanging out and having fun, max started questioning her, my sis got pissed off and thought he was overprotective, and in fact my sis did nothing, so max was worrying for nothing?

replace the above words from "my sis" to "xz , from "max" to "me"

now u got it? well, i think i got it..

i'm trying to look at the big picture and understand it from different perspectives.

i need to learn to TRUST, though it's difficult. well.. if i can't do that, then i guess the least i can do is to be ignorant.

fyi, my sis still dunno about xz haha. i think it's still not the time yet.

btw, i havent been myself these days. there's some sort of weird depression going on... but anyway, i'm going out tomorrow!! like finally after a week!! LOL. i will shop till i drop. hahaha..

funny tragic?

hahahahah. what's a funny tragic??

雨愛

i like this song :D

OPTIMISM

some random thoughts..

sometimes i really wonder..
why some people can be so optimistic about life n stuff..
why am i not like that?
as much as i wish to be positive, but i always find myself picturing the worst-case scenario. i find it difficult to trust people too. even after much reassurance.. i will still have that bit of doubt that couldnt be erased easily..
is this my way of protecting myself from hurt? or am i not having enough confidence?

i need to learn to think POSITIVE, really.

if i go on living like a pessimist, i will find it real hard to enjoy life..

so my new year resolution is OPTIMISM!

Love and othe disasters

Just heard the news that Brittany Murphy passed away 4 days ago..R.I.P. She was a great actress.. what a pity.

Btw, I just watched this. I think it's a nice movie.. some parts are really funny. haha. Brittany Murphy's gorgeous!




Quotes from Love and Other Disasters:

Emily 'Jacks' Jackson: I'm not so sure. Love isn't always a lightning bolt, you know? Maybe sometimes it's just a choice.

Peter Simon: Well, that's easy for you to say! You're flying to Argentina to meet the love of your life!

Emily 'Jacks' Jackson: That's just it. I don't know that Paolo's the love of my life, but I've decided to give him the chance to be. Maybe true love is a decision. You know, a decision to take a chance with somebody. To give to somebody. Without worrying wether they'll give anything back. Or if they're gonna hurt you, or if they really are the one. Maybe love isn't something that happens to you. Maybe it's something you have to choose.

Home-made Christmas Log Cake

Home-made Christmas Log Cake! HAHA..



My mum and me spent almost the entire afternoon making this logcake.. our first attempt!

But I dont feel like eating it...... -.-


2% 8:07:42 PM


jonna 8:07:22 PM
eeeeeeee

jonna 8:07:36 PM
什么来的?

2% 8:07:42 PM
黑猴子

jonna 8:07:48 PM
-.-

jonna 8:07:58 PM
给我看是什么意思?

2% 8:08:14 PM
沒事 就好玩

2% 8:08:16 PM
分享一下

jonna 8:08:26 PM
不许说长的像我

jonna 8:09:25 PM
我觉得它看起来像假的

2% 8:09:39 PM
哈哈 因為是人眼睛

2% 8:09:49 PM
嘴也是人的

jonna 8:09:50 PM
难怪

jonna 8:10:31 PM
eee 看久了觉得好恐怖

2% 8:10:59 PM
這個不像你

2% 8:11:05 PM
哪像呀

2% 8:11:08 PM
完全就是你

2% 8:11:14 PM
你再黑點就這樣

jonna 8:11:14 PM
-.-

jonna 8:11:30 PM
王八蛋。。 不要太过份哦

jonna 8:11:40 PM
哪像我啊?

2% 8:12:05 PM
哪里不像 你說

jonna 8:12:16 PM
哪里都不像

jonna 8:12:40 PM
可能只有鼻子一点点像

jonna 8:12:55 PM
其他的根本不像 好不好

2% 8:13:12 PM
我看到照片的第一反應

2% 8:13:14 PM
咦 jonna

jonna 8:13:19 PM
胡说

jonna 8:13:39 PM
不像啦 不像~~~~~

jonna 8:14:29 PM
虽然我不好看。。 可是我没长得那么恶心啦

2% 8:14:40 PM
誰說 太噁心了

2% 8:14:43 PM
你還挺驕傲

jonna 8:14:53 PM
去死吧

jonna 8:15:06 PM
不跟你说了

jonna 8:15:38 PM
每次说我 -.-

jonna 8:16:22 PM
我觉得你才像它呢

jonna 8:16:53 PM
毛毛的 胸大大的

2% 8:07:42 PM


jonna 8:17:37 PM
哈哈

jonna 8:17:49 PM
好搞笑

又QQ了

2% 11:30:40 PM


jonna 11:31:46 PM
又自拍了?

2% 11:31:53 PM
哈哈哈

jonna 11:32:11 PM
不错

jonna 11:32:43 PM
还有其他的吗?

2% 11:32:44 PM
沒了

jonna 11:32:52 PM
哦?

jonna 11:32:58 PM
反常

2% 11:33:02 PM
哈哈

jonna 11:33:12 PM
你不可能只拍一张

jonna 11:33:39 PM
肯定还有。。

jonna 11:33:44 PM
给我看看

jonna 11:34:21 PM
不要只给人家看好看的而已

2% 11:35:33 PM
哈哈

2% 11:35:34 PM
沒有啦

2% 11:35:40 PM
真的沒有其他的了

jonna 11:35:56 PM
非常不像你

jonna 11:36:36 PM
平时都拍一百张以上

went shopping with niao yesterday.. bought 2 tops n 2 accessories.. haha. so happy!! i like my tops v much.. hahaha. i wanna buy 10-15 clothes b4 i head back to melb!! LOL. i love shopping!!! HAHA. Shopping makes me happy lol.. esp after u've bought something good n cheap hahah. i wanna shop more!!!!!!

海派甜心

Nic recommended this taiwanese drama to me..

Although I don't fancy taiwan that much .. cos of the 'spongebob' incident ('spongebob- she's taiwanese you see)

But I really think this drama 海派甜心 is nice! Very funny!!!!! 达浪 达浪 达浪~ watch how luo zhixiang (i dont call him xiaozhu now.. cos I think it sounds abit like xiaozhou ) did the pink panther song n dance.. LOL!!! His mushroom head is so cute!!! HAHAHA..



A little update:

Class BBQ at effie's house last Sunday! So much food!!! We also had xmas gifts exchange. Some of us didnt bring any presents to exchange.. but yet we've gotten something in return :) THANKS!

I got a cowy bank (not piggy bank cos it's a cow)from vincent.. it's the same colour as the candy cane. Hahaha.

I don't know why they keep saying xz looks like ld??? OMG.. No lor. I don't think so..

说真的

说真的

跟你在一起 真的好辛苦啊

可能是因为你不够喜欢我吧

我不知道现在我为什么有这种感觉

可是 我就是害怕

我是缺乏自信 还是不相信你 我不太清楚

有时我真的觉得世界非常不公平

人只要靠长相 就行了吗?

因为长的不够甜美 谈恋爱的时候 就会像我一样这么辛苦吗?

就因为那样 就应该成为爱情的傀儡吗?

就只有好人品 也不够吗?

还是因为我不够好?

也许吧

POSITIVE??

i just realize what a pessimistic freak i am.
is there a book or something that can teach me how to think positively?

i need to be more POSITIVE, really.

i am not only pessimistic. i am also paranoid n freaking tensed up. I need to chill ~

I wanna go to east coast park someday....

IT'S GONNA BE CHRISTMAS!! 5 MORE DAYS! Christmas used to be my favourite day of the year.. But for some reason, i don't feel the excitement.. -.- so weird..

漫画 哈哈！

some parts are edited to make it more dramatic n exaggerating! hahahaha

._ 2 percent 9:57:29 PM
發

jonna 9:57:56 PM
哎呀。。 我无聊画的。。。
21:59:25
成功发送文件“justwuliao.zip”(1.79MB)。

jonna 9:59:45 PM
画得丑别怪我。。

jonna 10:03:32 PM
看了没?

._ 2 percent 10:08:55 PM
接電話

jonna 10:09:09 PM
喔

._ 2 percent 10:14:41 PM
哈哈哈

._ 2 percent 10:14:43 PM
看到了

._ 2 percent 10:14:44 PM
真可愛

jonna 10:15:17 PM
哈哈。。

jonna 10:15:32 PM
看到你多懒惰了吧。。 哈哈

jonna 10:15:59 PM
还没画完呢。。

._ 2 percent 10:16:02 PM
你還挺可愛

._ 2 percent 10:16:06 PM
禿哥。。

jonna 10:16:07 PM
慢慢画

jonna 10:16:10 PM
哈哈

jonna 10:16:31 PM
我只想到秃哥。。 跟absheep..

jonna 10:17:21 PM
可是秃哥名字比较搞笑。。

._ 2 percent 10:17:31 PM
哈哈哈

._ 2 percent 10:17:34 PM
真好玩

jonna 10:17:36 PM
哈哈

._ 2 percent 10:17:36 PM
笑死了

._ 2 percent 10:17:40 PM
剛才amy打電話。。

jonna 10:17:45 PM
噢。。

jonna 10:17:56 PM
说啥了?

._ 2 percent 10:18:01 PM
沒 就瞎聊

._ 2 percent 10:18:06 PM
然後我看你的畫的時候一直笑

jonna 10:18:07 PM
噢。。

._ 2 percent 10:18:08 PM
她就給掛了

._ 2 percent 10:18:09 PM
哈哈

._ 2 percent 10:26:46 PM
畫的挺好的
._ 2 percent 10:26:52 PM
挺可愛的

jonna 10:27:08 PM
哈哈。。 我很有才 吧。。

自掘坟墓的笨蛋?

我现在是在生气吗?

生谁的气啊? 自己吗?

我在自暴自弃吗?

我有病吗?

是我想太多吗?

是我自掘坟墓吗?

我在干嘛?

不信任 是我的错吗?

我到底在想什么? 我要的是什么?

我爱自己更多吗? 我是自私的吗?

我真的不知道

我正寻找一个答案

答案是什么?

到底经得起考验吗?

我累了吗?

我不知道

我害怕

现在是怎么了?

距离是一个障碍吗?

到底应该怎样?

什么都不做吗? 就等死吗?

不去管就不会有事吗?

我现在头脑不清醒 等醒过来后 会太迟吗?

偶然?

我们的相遇也许是偶然
我们的爱情也许不是你梦想中的
可是我想说的是 我对你是真心的

我不知道我们的未来会是怎样
我真的想像不到
可是我现在只想珍惜这一切

你说过 过程比结果更重要
可是有时我希望我们可以有美好的结果

可能吗?

quote of the day

“The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them to fit our own image. Otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.”
- Thomas Merton

my 82 days without u

- my 82 days without u -

1 dec...........
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15 dec - mummy's bday! happy happy birthday!!.......... -67 more days-

....
................

btw, sunday went out with sis.. she's so crazy over italian stuff these days.. brought me to an italian restaurant for pasta. i had ravioli... yummy! then we went to iluma.. watched "princess n the frog" there. then i saw the trailer of "alvin n the chipmunks 2". i wanna watch that!!
i just watched "alvin n the chipmunks 1" just now.. i like theodore!! freaking adorable!!

ok. am sleepy already. good night gals n guys! :D

TOTALLY UNBELIEVABLE!

HAHAHA!!!! OMG! UNBELIEVABLE!! I PASSED MY COMMERCIAL LAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! N I GOT 70 MARKS!!

I really wonder how they mark the papers? How is it possible that i get 46/60 for my written exam? U know.. i was panicking when doing the papers.. n I didnt even finish one part of the question... -.- Did they moderate the marks?..........

N... for my design system and services groupwork.. our group got high distinction(HD)!!! 90 marks!! My 1st ever HD throughout the 2 semesters!! HAHA.

For my marketing.. i got 73 marks.. Heehee..

HAHAHA.. omg. cant believe it. LOL!!!!!! SUPER HAPPY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I even had nightmare before the results were released.. I dreamt that I failed both my business modules! haahahahha..

i think i should stop spending my time on u.
u r not even putting any effort in this r/s.
u r just waiting for me to do everything.
now that u r not around. there's nothing much i can do either.
ok whatever.. if u r not appearing on QQ. i wont either. what a freaking idiot.

that day.. haha

the day we helped michelle moved house...... hehe..........
we cam whored using michelle's "very-hard-to-navigate-but-with-very-good-camera-function" japanese phone..

... hahahahahah.. look at the photo below.. LOL!!!!!!!!!!

i think i need a new hair colour!!!!

btw, mr khee soon emailed me this:

Hi Jonna

Know that you are back in Singapore for the holidays.
How's Swinburne so far? Fun?
I have a request: can you come in and give the students
a little talk about your one year in Swinburne? These will be
visual comms students who are looking at further students.

if you are OK with this, let me know when.
Cheers.
khee soon

-.- die die die la..............

有时我在想。。。
那天你说的， 到底是真的还是假的
你真的觉得很辛苦吗?
你真的想要分手吗?

judgemental

why are people so judgmental?
i think it's unfair to judge others based on we see.
people tend to see things on the surface.. they don't even bother to understand everything, and yet they are so quick to judge.
seriously what others do ain't our business, as long as they dont harm anyone, i dont see anything wrong.
everyone has different values and thinking. you can't make everyone be like u.. you ain't perfect anyway.
and you have to understand that humans make mistakes.. u r a human too. if u don't want anyone to judge u, don't judge others.

packed!

it's nice coming home. been going out alot since i came back.. this whole week is so fully booked =.=

yesterday - met up with jiaxiang, xueying, kelly n nichelle..

today - went out with my mum.. then we went for dinner together with my dad.

tomorrow - gonna meet amanda, tian, sudar n eileen at orchard for dinner. then at night, am meeting songwei n weichoon for kbox

sat - siti's 21st birthday.. i guess alot of ppl will be turning up. hee hee.

sun - my cousin is coming from indonesia to see me.. haha.

freaking tired... ..... ........ i feel like staying at home n rot. haha.

i think it's only this few weeks that is gonna be busy.. but actually i don't mind. but i don't wanna spend too much money. gonna find a part-time job soon to earn some pocket money.

haiz. results r coming out on 12 dec. shit man. i told my dad that i might not do well for commercial law. think he's mentally prepared. but i still hope i wont fail....... =. = wish me luck!

Officially back

HEY GUYS IM OFFICIALLY BACK IN SG!!

No sg number yet.. still using my aussie no. haha.. but no more credits already. Am gonna get a prepaid card later.

called xz yesterday. he reached home around the same time as me haha.
called helen n chatted with her just now.

my 2nd sis is still in milan. not back yet. i'll be sleeping in her room till she comes back haha.

going out later to meet xy, jx, nic n kelly.... (nic, xy n jx said they will confirm with me again..)

my mum is so nice.. so so so nice. hahahaha.

home!

i'll be heading back to sg tomorrow..

past few days i was staying in the city with my sis n her family..
we went to philip island yesterday.. the scenery was gorgeous.. but it was a pity that we didnt get to see the penguins.. but we saw the noobies instead.
the drive was really long.. and i slept on the way back.

i'm having steamboat with helen, bill n xz at home later.. hee hee.. bought lotsa food just now.
this will be our farewell dinner ... =.= haiz. can only see them next year..

but am gonna cya guys real real soon!!!! :))

past 2 nights ..we were on the phone, u said u felt lonely. i felt the same too. i couldnt sleep well..
today i came back, u were sleeping.. i gave u a hug.. u smiled when u saw me.. n gave me a really tight hug . i felt so touched. u told me u kinda miss me for the 2 days that i was away. i miss u too. it has only been 2 days, but we already felt this way.. i cant imagine what it will be like for the next 2 and a half months.. i hope our relationship can survive the distance.. i hope everything will stay the same.. i dont want any changes. god, please bless us..

i'm sending u to the airport tomorrow.. i hope i wont cry.

6 more days

freaking sick of studying!

argh.. pekchek.

dun even know if half of the stuff that i read went thru my tiny brain or not.

i just wanna get it over n done with.

6 more days to sg ppl! hahahhaha..

im fat. so dun emphasize on things i already knew. lol.

shit.im so gonna miss xz. away for 2 months plus. hope nothing's gonna change. just want things to stay the same or perhaps better, not for worse please..

my plans while i'm in sg:
- swim, jog, cycle.. whatever to make myself slim down..
- look for a temp job to earn some cash
- meet up with friends
- kboxing!!!!!
- shopping!

ok. thats abt all for now. tata. back to book =.=

爱情

爱情不是公平不公平， 而是包容不包容

爱情并不是追求最完美的， 而是珍惜所拥有的，并愿意接受他/她的一切

QQ

jonna 12:34:01 AM
not coming home?

._ 2 percent 12:34:34 AM
恩

jonna 12:34:42 AM
where r u now?

jonna 12:36:03 AM
在吗?

._ 2 percent 12:36:52 AM
明天回去

._ 2 percent 12:36:53 AM
amy 家

jonna 12:37:00 AM
好吧。。

jonna 12:37:30 AM
我猜到了。。

jonna 12:37:54 AM
不要玩的太晚吧。。

._ 2 percent 12:37:55 AM
没车了

._ 2 percent 12:38:01 AM
马上就睡觉了

._ 2 percent 12:37:58 AM
恩~~

jonna 12:38:15 AM
明天记得上课

._ 2 percent 12:38:24 AM
no school tomorrow

jonna 12:38:25 AM
不要迟到。。

jonna 12:38:30 AM
喔?

jonna 12:38:37 AM
那好。。

._ 2 percent 12:38:36 AM
don worry la no school tomorrow

._ 2 percent 12:38:44 AM
exam week

jonna 12:38:51 AM
你手机没电了?

._ 2 percent 12:39:00 AM
恩~

jonna 12:39:06 AM
难怪。。

._ 2 percent 12:39:09 AM
sry didnt tell u

jonna 12:39:19 AM
没关系。。

._ 2 percent 12:39:30 AM
i just come back so..~

._ 2 percent 12:40:05 AM
不要担心
不要想太多~

jonna 12:40:09 AM
不知道为什么 我知道你今天不回来。。

._ 2 percent 12:40:12 AM
放心啦~~我不会做对不起你的事 :)

jonna 12:40:20 AM
没有。。

._ 2 percent 12:40:24 AM
今天真的是意外

._ 2 percent 12:40:31 AM
jason 和 avril 也在

._ 2 percent 12:40:34 AM
然后大家去喝酒

._ 2 percent 12:40:38 AM
他们喝的有点high

._ 2 percent 12:40:47 AM
然后错过火车了

jonna 12:40:48 AM
我觉得。 昨天你很奇怪。。

._ 2 percent 12:40:51 AM
avril 家里没地方睡。。

jonna 12:41:17 AM
不高兴。。 对吧?

jonna 12:41:33 AM
我还以为你生我的气。。

._ 2 percent 12:41:33 AM
哎呀~~无所谓啦

._ 2 percent 12:41:37 AM
没有~

._ 2 percent 12:41:40 AM
我都快忘了

._ 2 percent 12:41:43 AM
放心好了你

._ 2 percent 12:41:47 AM
今天只是个意外

._ 2 percent 12:41:51 AM
我明天一早就会回去

._ 2 percent 12:41:56 AM
amy 会到隔壁房间睡

._ 2 percent 12:42:00 AM
所以 don worry~

._ 2 percent 12:42:02 AM
放心吧！

jonna 12:42:15 AM
哈哈。

jonna 12:42:26 AM
好吧。

._ 2 percent 12:42:42 AM
:)

._ 2 percent 12:42:44 AM
你要是愿意

._ 2 percent 12:42:49 AM
我可以一直在这

jonna 12:43:03 AM
eh?

jonna 12:43:13 AM
在QQ?

._ 2 percent 12:43:22 AM
恩 ~

._ 2 percent 12:43:26 AM
为了

._ 2 percent 12:43:27 AM
证明

._ 2 percent 12:43:31 AM
我们没什么 :)

jonna 12:43:38 AM
哈哈。。

jonna 12:44:03 AM
我相信你。。。 不相信她。。

._ 2 percent 12:44:12 AM
- =

jonna 12:44:17 AM
哈哈。。

jonna 12:44:38 AM
我怕她kidnap 你

jonna 12:44:42 AM
哈哈哈

._ 2 percent 12:44:43 AM
今天吃什么

._ 2 percent 12:44:44 AM
- = ~ ~~

._ 2 percent 12:44:46 AM
不会啦

jonna 12:44:58 AM
吃什么?

jonna 12:45:04 AM
我没吃。。

jonna 12:45:10 AM
减肥喽。。

._ 2 percent 12:47:07 AM
视频 ?

jonna 12:47:20 AM
wait

._ 2 percent 12:47:25 AM
不用

._ 2 percent 12:47:31 AM
哎呀哎呀

._ 2 percent 12:47:32 AM
算了

jonna 12:47:58 AM
i go get webcam

jonna 12:48:05 AM
不要了?

._ 2 percent 12:48:08 AM
~~

._ 2 percent 12:48:10 AM
不要了

jonna 12:48:17 AM
好吧

._ 2 percent 12:48:25 AM
你不要去拿

._ 2 percent 12:48:28 AM
看看我就好

._ 2 percent 12:48:37 AM
haha

jonna 12:49:15 AM
听到吗?

._ 2 percent 12:50:56 AM
好傻逼 - =

._ 2 percent 12:51:05 AM
不想给你看了

jonna 12:51:06 AM
accept

jonna 12:51:10 AM
why

._ 2 percent 12:51:15 AM
太丑了

jonna 12:51:26 AM
我看习惯了

._ 2 percent 12:51:40 AM
fuck u

jonna 12:51:43 AM
哈哈

.........................................................................................................................................

._ 2 percent 2:08:17 AM
其实

jonna 2:08:25 AM
eh?

jonna 2:08:44 AM
其实什么?

jonna 2:09:17 AM
?
._ 2 percent 2:09:19 AM
nvm

jonna 2:09:24 AM
say

jonna 2:10:06 AM
......

jonna 2:10:31 AM
说吧。。

jonna 2:10:54 AM
你生气了
jonna 2:10:56 AM
?

._ 2 percent 2:12:28 AM
算了 ~

._ 2 percent 2:12:34 AM
明天等我回去吧 :)

jonna 2:12:45 AM
你不高兴?

jonna 2:12:57 AM
。。。

jonna 2:13:01 AM
对不起

jonna 2:15:01 AM
我有病。。如果我说什么让你不高兴。。。 别在意。。

._ 2 percent 2:15:09 AM
haha 好啦啊

._ 2 percent 2:15:23 AM
没有

jonna 2:15:34 AM
那。。。 你。。。

jonna 2:15:39 AM
说。。

jonna 2:15:45 AM
其实。。 什么?

jonna 2:16:37 AM
说吧。。不然我睡不着。。

jonna 2:18:11 AM
。。

._ 2 percent 2:19:39 AM
nvm 快睡吧

jonna 2:19:51 AM
哎呀。。

jonna 2:19:55 AM
说吧。。

jonna 2:20:28 AM
现在我一直想。。你说的。。 其实。。 是什么。。

jonna 2:21:42 AM
。。。

._ 2 percent 2:22:23 AM
我可以信任你吗?

jonna 2:22:29 AM
可以
._ 2 percent 2:22:39 AM
那就行了

._ 2 percent 2:22:42 AM
去睡觉吧

jonna 2:22:55 AM
我不会对不起你的

jonna 2:23:00 AM
放心。

._ 2 percent 2:23:06 AM
...

jonna 2:23:10 AM
昨天。。

jonna 2:23:27 AM
我也不知道。。我在说什么

jonna 2:24:19 AM
有时我说话没经过大脑。。

jonna 2:24:37 AM
不要放在心上

jonna 2:24:55 AM
不要不相信我。。

._ 2 percent 2:25:17 AM
睡吧

jonna 2:25:48 AM
相信我。

jonna 2:25:56 AM
信任我。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

jonna 2:26:16 AM
我用时间来证明给你看。。

jonna 2:28:48 AM
不要想了。。。

._ 2 percent 2:30:23 AM
恩 去睡觉吧

._ 2 percent 2:30:29 AM
不早了

jonna 2:31:26 AM
我今天烦了一整天。。 我猜你不回来。。 你真的没回来。。 我怕你生我的气。。 要避开我。。

jonna 2:33:15 AM
你不要不高兴。。 好吗?

._ 2 percent 2:34:34 AM
:) 你再不睡觉我就不高兴了

mocha java chip

Mocha to Java Chip: "what if one day you find a better brewed mocha or a much better flavoured coffee?"

Java chip to Mocha: "depends on its ingredients, quality etc.."

Mocha to Java chip: "what if everything's good.. n better than me?"

Java chip to Mocha: "well.. then why not?"

Mocha to Java chip: "now i know what you really think..."

Java chip: -speechless-

......

Java chip's confused.. all the while she thought her mug is almost fully filled with mocha.. perhaps..now she realizes.. that's not the case?

spongebob wants mocha

once upon a time..

under the deep deep sea....

spongebob is craving for mocha. since a few months back, spongebob started to love mocha v much.
then... one day... spongebob's good friend, patrick star wanted to help spongebob to get her mocha.
patrick star tried to talk to mocha and gave mocha suggestions on how to get rid of java chip. maybe they think mocha + java chip dont taste good together.
well, patrick star told mocha to go and hang out late, leave java chip at home and when she feel lonely, she might give up on mocha willingly. but mocha told patrick star that even if he and java chip didnt work out, he also has no intention to find another partner.

................

sum up

I guess it's time to sum up my life in melb.. although it's kinda early.. but i think i wont have any other time to write this... cos exams are round the corner! =.=

............

Being away from home, a place where I spent 20 years of my life in... my comfort zone, my mental support, where my family n friends are..

I must say...the first few months being here ain't easy.. cos I'm all alone.. in this new environment.. everything's so alien... I had so little friends then...

But slowly... i get to know more people.. all kinds of people.. n i began to understand things better..

I used to be quite a critical and judgmental person. But now I try not to.. cos everyone has a different lifestyle..I don't think it's fair to judge people just because they have opposing values and don't do things the same way as you do. Everyone is brought up differently, they experience different things in life.. and they have their own survival techniques.. you are not them.. so you cannot judge them based on your book of standards and expectations.

I've learnt alot from the people here.. and I think I've changed.. I guess it's part of the learning curve. I'm not even halfway there.. there are so much more to learn about life.

zi pai wang

Here comes the ultimate 'zi pai wang'!



he doesn't like SOLO that much...



yes.. he prefers COKE so much more!



this is getting....



....



...erm....



...... crazier....



.... he's gonna kill me if he sees this here.. :X



HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

actually there r uglier n crankier pictures... but.... HAHA. dont show lah. lol
kelly, i think he really really likes your webcam!! go give feedbacks to ur company.. :))

sorry.. dun have my pics.. too ugly n fat to take pics =.=

shit. exams in 2 weeks time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg omg omg!

it's starting to get on my nerves..

-.- -.o

hot hot hot!

weather is freaking hot n dry today! 32 degrees! argh.
even after a shower, i still feel hot -.-
so irritating.
i feel like sleeping man.. though i have tonnes of stuff to do.. but just dun feel like doing.
i need to study soon! revision revision!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need MOTIVATION!
i have been procrastinating for days/weeks/months -.-

i want winter back!

好奇怪

现在的我。。
不清楚自己的感觉
是否是爱?还是不愿意放手
我不想要这么累
可是他总是让我有这种感觉。。

可是有时看到他又觉得开心。。

好奇怪 好奇怪。 。

where??

where are all my blog fan-si???
no one reads my blog already -.- hahahah.. blame it on me for the lack of updates.

exams in 3 -4 weeks' time. die la die la. need to do alot alot of revision!!

about one more month to sg! hehe :)

life in melb has been colourful (like what jx said) .. but at times, there are still shades of grey n black n blue... just like everyone else. haha.
but the best thing here is FREEDOM. I don't think I'll get this much freedom when i go back. But I'll get lotsa company... hehe..

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Anyone wants to buy a polaroid? My friend is selling hers for $250, brand new, comes with packaging, manual and unopened strap. If you're interested, just leave a message on my tagboard..

a tired man is an angry man.

so irritated n easily agitated... arghh.

.moody

26102009

26.10.09 + 3 more days = 1 month :)

so fast. but am scared of the future. don't even wanna think.
i am afraid of changes. hopefully everything stays the same.

wish me luck!

polaroid..

he complained of neck pain.. n we remembered what happened in SHUTTER.
N we decided to take a pic using my polaroid...

luckily there wasnt anything. or else we would freak out.

we ended up taking quite a number of pics.. cos we think he looks good in the pics. haha.

eee.. this looks kinda scary..his eyes so weird.

broke

i'm freaking broke.
i overspent this month. but i have no idea where my money went to.
i havent been going shopping. i havent been going out.
must be food. n transport. -.-
sian. now i m planning to eat instant noodles everyday b4 i get my money next mth.
two n a half more wks to go. i gotta spend less!

mao's last dancer

went to watch this last week with michelle n avril.
it's quite a good movie.very touching. i heard it's a true story. n the person in the story is now in melb.

pics

nic told me to update my blog.....so here i am.. uploading pics. haha.



hehehe.. :)))


outdated pics........

shit on u

shit on u.
this only proves how eager u wish to walk away n leave me on the lurch.

fine. i dont wanna make myself look like i'm clinging on u like a koala bear.
fuck off if u want.

i wont be doing anything for u anymore..if u dun show that u appreciate it.
im just gonna live for myself for once.

i am so emotionally unstable now.
i'm afraid. i'm all alone.. after everything u did to me.
why am i handling everything on my own?
where r u when i need u the most?

that guy was right. i shouldnt be doing all this all by myself.
u should be responsible enough to spare a thought for me. but u never.

ok maybe u think i dont deserve it. since u dont like me, since i m fat n ugly. whatever.

if u think this so called 'ai de jiao yi'is a burden to u. fine. we can part ways..but under one condition.. that u leave this house n dont let me see u again.

dont let me hate u. n dont take advantage of my kindness.
one day i might just disappear. not like u care.

.....zzz

i woke up at 630am today to watch youtube.
cos the internet rate from 4am-9am is the fastest. haha.
so sleepy now.



zzz zzzzzz




.......

名为爱的交易?

名为爱的交易?

什么意思阿?

你依然把它当成交易吗?

我还以为我们之间已经不是那样了。。

。。。。

。。。。。。。。。

need my bf

i'm scared n insecure.
i need my bf.
not like he can do anything about it.
but at least he can make me forget about my troubles.
i feel safer when i'm with him...

我的路my way4

xiaozhou showed me this book. very meaningful.. read the following...

p.s. jx, i bet you'll like it.. your type of emo book.. haha.



adapted from - 我的路my way4

我们在静默的时间里，
隐藏着秘密的爱情。
也许， 幸福的标记是，
被爱过，或者认真去爱过。
---

其实，
在这个世界上，
曾经有一个人让我们笑， 让我们哭泣，
时间过去那些影子和笑容依然在我们心里，
即使没有得到，也是一种幸福了。
---

当我们还是孩子的时候，
就可以很勇敢，
无论将怎样被伤害，
都不会感到害怕。

因为那时候的我们，
不知道痛到底是一种怎样的感觉。

有一天被爱情伤害了，
痛得难以理解，
要用好长好长的时间，
才会慢慢变好。

然后爱情这样的事情就变得太严重，
任何时候，
只想远远地逃开。

我们生在宇宙中本来就是独立的个体，
没有爱情，
也不会让我们变得不完整。

勇敢的人们都很可爱，
那时候的生命可以很灿烂。

不顾一切的，
把属于自己的世界，
完全建筑在另外一个，
和自己一样渺小的生命上。
其实谁也承受不起，
不是吗。
只有等我们被伤害过后，
渐渐变得刀枪不入，
就会懂得去经营一份收支平衡的爱。

可那时候，
人又会怀念那个曾经不顾一切不怕伤害的自己，
那时候深深爱过的人，
留在记忆里。
而人的记忆里是会撒谎的，
在渐渐褪色的记忆里忘记那些疼痛和伤害。

在关于她的记忆里，
时间永远停在最美好的时刻，
那些伤痕的疼痛，
你将不再记得。
她会永远都灿烂地对你微笑，
甚至远远比真实更美丽，
即使她已经在现实里老去，
即使你再也不会爱现实里的她，
但深爱的人，
会成为你向往，
却再也无法回去的永无岛。
---

boo! Us.. Webcam freaks!

finally tried mac's grand angus burger. i like the thick & juicy beef :)



n my fav honeycomb icecream..



and any honeycomb chocolates.. .. love it.

i still miss burger king's mushroom swiss :(
there is bk's subsidary's hungry jacks here. but hungry jacks doesnt sell mushroom swiss -.-

i want authentic singapore's hokkien mee, satay bee hoon, chomp chomp's stingray, selegie dou hua, jco or donut factory donuts..what else what else.. cant think of anymore.


........ finally, this explains why i've gained so much weight! HAHA!

我们这一家

net's freaking slow. cant even finish watching one episode -.- -.- -.-

melb show 09 & bill's bday

i know i havent been uploading pics here for awhile..

well welll.. finally.. here r some pics taken at royal melbourne show! went there 2 weeks ago with the singaporeans in my class..the 5 of us.. me, sophia, audrey, joanne, wee cheng ..

sophia, audrey n the dog

many other melb show pics.. but lazy to upload all...

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n this was bill's birthday.... michelle, avril, jason came over to our house to celebrate bill's birthday! jason went off earlier.. michelle n avril stayed till after midnight.. n shared a cab home..