same?

my sis and i had a chat.. about her r/s with her bf, max.

then she told me how protective max is cos he always feels insecure.
then, it dawned upon me that i'm just like max, and xz is just like my sis.

i asked my sis if she knew why max hasnt really trusted her.. and she said "perhaps he's afraid he might get hurt. cos it's like playing with fire.. if u get too close to it, it might burn ur fingers"... so you see, that's exactly my point.

let me paint u a scenerio:
my sis was hanging out and having fun, max started questioning her, my sis got pissed off and thought he was overprotective, and in fact my sis did nothing, so max was worrying for nothing?

replace the above words from "my sis" to "xz , from "max" to "me"

now u got it? well, i think i got it..

i'm trying to look at the big picture and understand it from different perspectives.

i need to learn to TRUST, though it's difficult. well.. if i can't do that, then i guess the least i can do is to be ignorant.

fyi, my sis still dunno about xz haha. i think it's still not the time yet.

btw, i havent been myself these days. there's some sort of weird depression going on... but anyway, i'm going out tomorrow!! like finally after a week!! LOL. i will shop till i drop. hahaha..