shit on u

shit on u.
this only proves how eager u wish to walk away n leave me on the lurch.

fine. i dont wanna make myself look like i'm clinging on u like a koala bear.
fuck off if u want.

i wont be doing anything for u anymore..if u dun show that u appreciate it.
im just gonna live for myself for once.

i am so emotionally unstable now.
i'm afraid. i'm all alone.. after everything u did to me.
why am i handling everything on my own?
where r u when i need u the most?

that guy was right. i shouldnt be doing all this all by myself.
u should be responsible enough to spare a thought for me. but u never.

ok maybe u think i dont deserve it. since u dont like me, since i m fat n ugly. whatever.

if u think this so called 'ai de jiao yi'is a burden to u. fine. we can part ways..but under one condition.. that u leave this house n dont let me see u again.

dont let me hate u. n dont take advantage of my kindness.
one day i might just disappear. not like u care.