Have you ever..

Have you ever been caught in a dilemma? Trying so hard to suppress certain screaming emotions n struggling between truth n make-beliefs? You thought about happy things, made yourself smile for a few hours. Snap back to reality, only to realize you've been deluding yourself. None are real, only living in pretence n just too afraid to face anything. All you want is to run away n vanish from this part of the world.