Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Future dog!


Hahaha. This 'Nippon' Dog (Old English Sheepdog) appeared in my dream. So fluffy n adorable right? Ok.. This shall my future dog!! Wahahahaha..

Hate to lose

Do you fight for something because you really want it? Or you just dont want to be defeated?

As a matter of fact, all humans hate to lose.

Dont confuse yourself by letting your pride get in the way. Cos if you don't want it, whats the point of winning? Win because you wanna prove that you're better than your opponent? Haha.. dont be silly. Its not worth your effort.

LOL. What am I talking about? Must be too much Hotshot. Hahah. I just finished watching episode 6. Super nice. Xiao zhu is freaking funny.

Its my last day!! Hahaha. Jiayou to me!!!!!!!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

some random stuff

Empty. Silence. Home alone again.
I miss my parents. I miss home-cooked food. Sick of eating out.
Can they not leave the country so frequently? Or at least, let me tag along next time. Haha.

I dunno what to say. Life has been pretty stagnant, evolving around work n.. i guess nothing much. Feeling so lethargic. Almost everyday I dragged myself to work. I just detest waking up so early. I need my 8 - 10 hrs of sleep to keep me mentally energetic! Haha.

Tues. Last day. Am anticipating!

So sleepy. Bedtime.. Tata!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Pics talk!

I just realized I havent been blogging for days. Haha. Lazy la. Ok I shall let the pics do the talking instead.

- at Cineleisure Kbox:

- at AMK Kbox: - at Cedele:

Group pic didnt appear =S I dunno y..

3 more working days left.. HAHA!! Cant wait cant wait!!!!!

Monday, September 22, 2008

Great friends!

Felt bliss. I think I've got a bunch of really fabulous friends!

Yesterday, I told jiaxiang that I wasnt sure if it was a good idea to take videos of my ah gong. Cos lets say.. if that day really comes, what am I gonna do with those videos? Watch n cry over it? But jx told me to go ahead with whatever I wanna do now.. N if anything happens, I can always find him. .. wah.. so nice. Thanks les!!

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Was having a conversation thru sms with Nichelle. Was telling her I might die of cancer, cos both my ah ma n ah gong had cancer. Then, she replied me with this really long msg..

"Actually think positively. Even if got, u have to fight n win. If cant, then try to do smth meaningful or smth that you long to do while u still can, so as to finish the mission y u come to earth. Everything happen for a reason. U prefer to die of cancer or accident? Both have pros n cons. When ur time is up, it means up. Either one will happen. Just take it easy. Do things that u like so u wont regret. Life is unpredictable. Smile all u can! Hope I did not dampen ur feeling. I feel that I m talking like a nun. Haha."

Hahaha.. when i saw this, I was laughing out loud. But at the same time, I felt touched. Its like.. you know someone really cares for you, that kinda feeling. Yup. Thank you so much, nic!!

Btw, I replied her saying that I wasnt gonna commit suicide.. so no worries. Hahahah.

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Just now, was chatting with Effie online.. asking her about aussie's accomodation n stuff. Cos as for me, taking vc n business, I have to travel to 2 diff campuses, Prahran and Lilydale. According to her, travelling to n fro from these 2 campuses, it'll take about an hour or two. Omg right. Then I asked her how long will it take to travel from her place to Lilydale.

。ღ。 e f f i e 。ღ。 says:
or wait this weekend i try go all e way to lilydale and c how long it takes ba
。ღ。 e f f i e 。ღ。 says:
lol


Very thoughtful right? Thanks in adv, Effie!

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N thanks Kelly for your tagboard msg!!

You see... I have wonderful friends!!! So blessed!!!! Hahah.. Many many many thanks to my dearest dearest dearest friends.. Will never ever forget u all. If one day I forget, permission granted to kill me.. ok? HAHAHAH..

Sunday, September 21, 2008

The Changis

Went to changi airport at 12 noon to meet jx. He bought us gifts from taiwan!! Thanks alot les!! Then, I followed him to pasir ris to meet his friend, sc. They knew I was going to changi hospital after that, so sc drove us to east pt to have lunch. So thoughtful right. Really appreciate it.

So after lunch, I met up with my cousins n headed to changi hospital. We took videos n pics with ah gong. Ah gong kept talking about weird stuff today.. sigh.

My eldest sis, bro-in-law, bro n gab came later.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Tell me why

Life's always so unpredictable. If we knew what God's plans were.. would we have done things differently? From the start, if we knew we were to die, would we have chosen to live? If we had the choice, what would we do? Why do we have to live by God's plans? Is life on earth merely a game, or a test? Why are there so many tests? What's the result of passing them? We go to heaven? What's up there? Why is everyone striving to go there? A paradise? But why can't we go there together? Why do you have to tear us apart? I just don't understand.. God, can you tell me why?

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Received a call from my aunt. She told me ah gong was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer, can't live for long. I'm so afraid. What if I'm already in Aussie? Or should I defer my studies to August?

God, can you let me see him till the very end?

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Added at 10.39 pm:

Just came back from the hospital. Good to see that ah gong is talking so much.He kept telling us about the stuff from the past, introducing to cousins we already knew and blabbering about random stuff. At that instant, memories flashed through my mind.. I felt sad. Jie and I cried abit. Somehow I had more memories with ah gong compared to ah ma. So if anything happens, I guess I would be more affected this time. Btw, we recorded a video of ah gong just now.

Sofra & Arab St

Gathering on Thurs was good. 10 of us: me, jeslin, szesing, jiewei, siti, vincent, wira, yaohuang, engqi, sean. Nichelle OT till so late! So she couldnt join us in the end. But we went to her workplace to find her after our dinner at Sofra. It was already 10plus by then. Now you know why ppl dread OT n work. Cos it always ruin our plans for no good reason. Though company has better reason to keep us there.

Pics up..

Friday, September 19, 2008

Randoms

I feel like tearing down that wallpaper in my room, n colour it with light brown, grey or maroon? And then, paint some graphics on it.. make it look really artsy fartsy. My bosses are moving out from adelphi n converting to home office, cos they're waiting for their new office at serangoon to be ready. N there's tons of stuff they wanna auction out. Red sofa, white cabinet n ants chair, I WANT all those. Then, I'll make my room look like part of this office. Hahah. Bet my mum wont allow. How I should I persuade her? Actually was thinking of doing all the renovation before she comes back.. Lol. She'll be darn shocked I guess. Well, better not la. I will ask her first.

11 days to go! To be exact, 8 more working days!! N I can bid goodbye to alarm clocks, morning rush, breadtalk breakfast, traffic jams, excelsiors food, adelphi :)) But I will miss dropping by ruby photo co almost daily.. not to forget, my great bosses!

Something random. Looking for these songs. If you happen to have it, send to me please. Thanks in adv! :))

• Hard to say I'm sorry - Chicago
Happy together - Turtles
• A thousand miles - Vanessa Carlton
Everything - Michael Bubble
Careless whisper - Wham!
Here and now - Luther Vandross
It must have been love - Roxette
When can I see you - Babyface
Nobody wants to be lonely - Ricky Martin & Christina Aguilera Thx Nic!
• Everytime we touch (slow) - Cascada
Can't take my eyes off you - Frankie
This I promise you - N Sync
Don't speak - No doubt
• That's the way it is - Celine Dion
I'll make love to you - Boys II Men Thx kelly!
Take a bow - Madonna Thx kelly!
Who knew - Pink
• Yesterday - Leona Lewis
Bottle it up - Sara Barielles
• Flipside - Click 5
Kiss from a rose - Seal
• I'd do anything for love - Meat Loaf
If you're not the one - Daniel Beddingfield Thx Effie for this n the map too!
That's the way love goes - Janet Jackson

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Added at 4.39 pm:

My bosses aren't coming in today!! Yeah!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Omg!

Omg. I really love my holga. Cant believe my 1st outdoor photoshoot can turn out so amazing. At first I thought my photos were exposed. But luckily, it didnt. Or else I wont get to see all these effects. Ha! At least I didnt sacrifice my lunchtime for nothing.. Haha.

Up next.. Photos taken at Aston's. The effects arent that good compared to the outdoor ones. Maybe its the lighting.