Which one?

Bahh. I've been procrastinating so much! I havent do up my portfolio yet!! Sheeshhh.. Argh..!! I intend to do it today. Hopefully get it done n over with! And maybe I'll take leave on friday and take a trip down to idp to pass the relevant documents to glenn. I really feel like flying to Aussie asap! I regretted not applying for aug admission. Dunno what was I thinking the other time. Why wait right. Dumb!!! U see.. I'm always full of regrets. Idiot.

Btw, I've been searching for resignation letter templates yesterday. I think I might quit by the end of sept. Don't think I can wait till oct. Cos I'm a very impatient person. But what should I tell my bosses? Hmm..

Dear Mr./Ms. Manager:

Please accept this letter as my formal notice of resignation from (company name), effective on (last day of work). I have enjoyed my employment here and appreciate all I have learned.
I hope that this 1 month notice is sufficient for you to find a replacement for me. If I can help to train my replacement or tie up any loose ends in the next two weeks, please let me know.
Thank you very much for the opportunity to work here.

Sincerely,(your signature)Your Name

OR

Dear Mr./Ms. Manager

Please accept this letter as my 1 month notice of resignation. My last day of work will be (last day).
While I have been very satisfied at XYZ Company, I have decided to make this move to advance my career. I have enjoyed working with you and appreciate the opportunities I have been given here.
I will do my best to hand off my current projects prior to (last day of work). Please let me know if you need my help in any other way.

Sincerely,(sign here)Your Name

Which is better? Hmmm.... N when should I submit my resignation letter?

I know who made me for who I am now. I was trained to always put others before me. Their things are always so important. What about mine? Why must I always sacrifice my things for them? If only they can spare a little thought for me. I'll surely appreciate it. You know, I'm so tired, so tired of living in this place. There're so many problems. But adults always choose to avoid them, leaving the problems intact and unsolved. So they think they can just leave the country, do their business, forget about the problems and everything will be resolved? Can they at least try to do something about it? These days I dunno why, I'm feeling so sad. Many times I start to envy others. They can lead a carefree life and enjoy themselves as much as they like. I know I can never live this kinda life, cos I'm here at this problematic place. Its never peaceful to always have to go thru this vicious cycle. How long has this been happening again n again? 10 years, maybe? And sometimes I feel that people don't really appreciate me for who I am. Been doing so much for them, but what do I get? Why is it always like that? So right now, I only need my loved ones and true friends to stand by me. As for the rest, please leave me alone. I already have enough problems for myself, I don't need anymore to make myself miserable. Sometimes its not just you and your feelings, I have mine too. Maybe I should start living a life for myself. I really feel like going to Aussie already. Its my turn to run away now.