sigh

I dunno is it pms. But I feel like crying again.... whats freaking wrong with me?
I am so tensed up these days. I feel that I can't cope well with work.
Everyday seems so stressful. The tight deadlines are killing me.
Need to deliver work within just a few days.. ahhh..

I kinda regret taking up a full-time job. Its so much responsibility, especially when I am the only designer in the company. Sigh..
And many times, I just feel so lonely working there. Have lunch alone, walk alone, no one to talk to...sigh..

I should have just taken up a temp job if I really need money.
At least temp job doesnt require much responsibility. And you can just knock off on the dot.. don't have to do OT whatsoever.

Why am I so stupid to mentally and emotionally torture myself like this? Now, even if I wanna quit, I can't. Cos it'll be so irresponsible and unprofessional...

I don't understand.. why did the word 'quit' even cross my mind? It has only been like a week..
and I already feel like giving up? How useless...

sigh..