Not myself

Dizzy spells. Shouldn't have read a book in a moving bus.
Well, currently I am trying to pick up the habit of reading, for some sort of self-improvement. Lol. A good book in hand right now. I guess many have heard or even watched it in theatre a couple of months back. Its entitled "P.S I Love You". I never had the chance to watch it.. so I bought the book and read it instead. Still in the midst of reading it. (At chapter 13 now.. 49 chapters in all). But it hasn't bore me out just yet. Haha. So I'm sure its quite a good book.

By the way, work was fine. I kinda like the new project given to me yesterday. Design graphics for plastic bags.. I think its fun. Haha. Cos I can design whatever I like. And its for a company called Planet Telecoms. So if my designs are approved, perhaps months later, I can see people walking in the streets, carrying those handy bags designed by me! So.. I need to make it nice. (If for some reason, the plastic bags turn out to be ugly, then its not designed by me..! remember hoh.. Haha)

Anyway, I just realized something about myself. I have this really queer habit of uttering or sighing out loud to myself, whenever my mind is occupied by thoughts that are bothering me.
And I did it several times today. My female boss even questioned why I was sighing. Lol. I just told her that I was tired. It was a lie though. Cos today I was exceptionally awake, unlike other days. Yes, I am troubled. I think there's something really wrong with myself these days. I am going all crazy. I don't even know whats up with me.. dun understand what I do, what I think, what I'm even talking about. I am just not me. Sigh.. Maybe I shall just call that pms mood swing.