Thursday, December 31, 2009
procrastinate
meeting the rest in 45 mins time.. shit. i better get going.... byebye!
will update later. btw, i bought a good book yesterday... am gonna give it to jx n nic as birthday present after i've finished reading.. HAHA!! 2nd hand present LOL.
meet ups!








Met up with jx, nic n kelly for dinner at botak jones near cineleisure..
met jx first, acc him to cut his hair.. then nic n kelly came. all of us were starving by then..
i started taking pics.. n i told them that my phone can take good pics.. which will make complexion look flawless cos of the super glaring flashlight. hahaha. n i was right. end up the effect was so good that nic's n jx' noses were gone in the pics! lol..
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
sick?
stupid cough & flu.... actually i think it's cos of the air con -.-
i need more vitamin C!!!!!
meeting nic n jx later :)
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
same?
then she told me how protective max is cos he always feels insecure.
then, it dawned upon me that i'm just like max, and xz is just like my sis.
i asked my sis if she knew why max hasnt really trusted her.. and she said "perhaps he's afraid he might get hurt. cos it's like playing with fire.. if u get too close to it, it might burn ur fingers"... so you see, that's exactly my point.
let me paint u a scenerio:
my sis was hanging out and having fun, max started questioning her, my sis got pissed off and thought he was overprotective, and in fact my sis did nothing, so max was worrying for nothing?
replace the above words from "my sis" to "xz , from "max" to "me"
now u got it? well, i think i got it..
i'm trying to look at the big picture and understand it from different perspectives.
i need to learn to TRUST, though it's difficult. well.. if i can't do that, then i guess the least i can do is to be ignorant.
fyi, my sis still dunno about xz haha. i think it's still not the time yet.
btw, i havent been myself these days. there's some sort of weird depression going on... but anyway, i'm going out tomorrow!! like finally after a week!! LOL. i will shop till i drop. hahaha..
Monday, December 28, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
OPTIMISM
sometimes i really wonder..
why some people can be so optimistic about life n stuff..
why am i not like that?
as much as i wish to be positive, but i always find myself picturing the worst-case scenario. i find it difficult to trust people too. even after much reassurance.. i will still have that bit of doubt that couldnt be erased easily..
is this my way of protecting myself from hurt? or am i not having enough confidence?
i need to learn to think POSITIVE, really.
if i go on living like a pessimist, i will find it real hard to enjoy life..
so my new year resolution is OPTIMISM!
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Love and othe disasters
Btw, I just watched this. I think it's a nice movie.. some parts are really funny. haha. Brittany Murphy's gorgeous!

Quotes from Love and Other Disasters:
Emily 'Jacks' Jackson: I'm not so sure. Love isn't always a lightning bolt, you know? Maybe sometimes it's just a choice.
Peter Simon: Well, that's easy for you to say! You're flying to Argentina to meet the love of your life!
Emily 'Jacks' Jackson: That's just it. I don't know that Paolo's the love of my life, but I've decided to give him the chance to be. Maybe true love is a decision. You know, a decision to take a chance with somebody. To give to somebody. Without worrying wether they'll give anything back. Or if they're gonna hurt you, or if they really are the one. Maybe love isn't something that happens to you. Maybe it's something you have to choose.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Home-made Christmas Log Cake

My mum and me spent almost the entire afternoon making this logcake.. our first attempt!
But I dont feel like eating it...... -.-
2% 8:07:42 PM

jonna 8:07:22 PM
eeeeeeee
jonna 8:07:36 PM
什么来的?
2% 8:07:42 PM
黑猴子
jonna 8:07:48 PM
-.-
jonna 8:07:58 PM
给我看是什么意思?
2% 8:08:14 PM
沒事 就好玩
2% 8:08:16 PM
分享一下
jonna 8:08:26 PM
不许说长的像我
jonna 8:09:25 PM
我觉得它看起来像假的
2% 8:09:39 PM
哈哈 因為是人眼睛
2% 8:09:49 PM
嘴也是人的
jonna 8:09:50 PM
难怪
jonna 8:10:31 PM
eee 看久了觉得好恐怖
2% 8:10:59 PM
這個不像你
2% 8:11:05 PM
哪像呀
2% 8:11:08 PM
完全就是你
2% 8:11:14 PM
你再黑點就這樣
jonna 8:11:14 PM
-.-
jonna 8:11:30 PM
王八蛋。。 不要太过份哦
jonna 8:11:40 PM
哪像我啊?
2% 8:12:05 PM
哪里不像 你說
jonna 8:12:16 PM
哪里都不像
jonna 8:12:40 PM
可能只有鼻子一点点像
jonna 8:12:55 PM
其他的根本不像 好不好
2% 8:13:12 PM
我看到照片的第一反應
2% 8:13:14 PM
咦 jonna
jonna 8:13:19 PM
胡说
jonna 8:13:39 PM
不像啦 不像~~~~~
jonna 8:14:29 PM
虽然我不好看。。 可是我没长得那么恶心啦
2% 8:14:40 PM
誰說 太噁心了
2% 8:14:43 PM
你還挺驕傲
jonna 8:14:53 PM
去死吧
jonna 8:15:06 PM
不跟你说了
jonna 8:15:38 PM
每次说我 -.-
jonna 8:16:22 PM
我觉得你才像它呢
jonna 8:16:53 PM
毛毛的 胸大大的
2% 8:07:42 PM

jonna 8:17:37 PM
哈哈
jonna 8:17:49 PM
好搞笑
又QQ了

jonna 11:31:46 PM
又自拍了?
2% 11:31:53 PM
哈哈哈
jonna 11:32:11 PM
不错
jonna 11:32:43 PM
还有其他的吗?
2% 11:32:44 PM
沒了
jonna 11:32:52 PM
哦?
jonna 11:32:58 PM
反常
2% 11:33:02 PM
哈哈
jonna 11:33:12 PM
你不可能只拍一张
jonna 11:33:39 PM
肯定还有。。
jonna 11:33:44 PM
给我看看
jonna 11:34:21 PM
不要只给人家看好看的而已
2% 11:35:33 PM
哈哈
2% 11:35:34 PM
沒有啦
2% 11:35:40 PM
真的沒有其他的了
jonna 11:35:56 PM
非常不像你
jonna 11:36:36 PM
平时都拍一百张以上
went shopping with niao yesterday.. bought 2 tops n 2 accessories.. haha. so happy!! i like my tops v much.. hahaha. i wanna buy 10-15 clothes b4 i head back to melb!! LOL. i love shopping!!! HAHA. Shopping makes me happy lol.. esp after u've bought something good n cheap hahah. i wanna shop more!!!!!!
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
海派甜心
Although I don't fancy taiwan that much .. cos of the 'spongebob' incident ('spongebob- she's taiwanese you see)
But I really think this drama 海派甜心 is nice! Very funny!!!!! 达浪 达浪 达浪~ watch how luo zhixiang (i dont call him xiaozhu now.. cos I think it sounds abit like xiaozhou ) did the pink panther song n dance.. LOL!!! His mushroom head is so cute!!! HAHAHA..
A little update:
Class BBQ at effie's house last Sunday! So much food!!! We also had xmas gifts exchange. Some of us didnt bring any presents to exchange.. but yet we've gotten something in return :) THANKS!
I got a cowy bank (not piggy bank cos it's a cow)from vincent.. it's the same colour as the candy cane. Hahaha.
I don't know why they keep saying xz looks like ld??? OMG.. No lor. I don't think so..
说真的
跟你在一起 真的好辛苦啊
可能是因为你不够喜欢我吧
我不知道现在我为什么有这种感觉
可是 我就是害怕
我是缺乏自信 还是不相信你 我不太清楚
有时我真的觉得世界非常不公平
人只要靠长相 就行了吗?
因为长的不够甜美 谈恋爱的时候 就会像我一样这么辛苦吗?
就因为那样 就应该成为爱情的傀儡吗?
就只有好人品 也不够吗?
还是因为我不够好?
也许吧
Sunday, December 20, 2009
POSITIVE??
is there a book or something that can teach me how to think positively?
i need to be more POSITIVE, really.
i am not only pessimistic. i am also paranoid n freaking tensed up. I need to chill ~
I wanna go to east coast park someday....
IT'S GONNA BE CHRISTMAS!! 5 MORE DAYS! Christmas used to be my favourite day of the year.. But for some reason, i don't feel the excitement.. -.- so weird..
漫画 哈哈!




some parts are edited to make it more dramatic n exaggerating! hahahaha
._ 2 percent 9:57:29 PM
發
jonna 9:57:56 PM
哎呀。。 我无聊画的。。。
21:59:25
成功发送文件“justwuliao.zip”(1.79MB)。
jonna 9:59:45 PM
画得丑别怪我。。
jonna 10:03:32 PM
看了没?
._ 2 percent 10:08:55 PM
接電話
jonna 10:09:09 PM
喔
._ 2 percent 10:14:41 PM
哈哈哈
._ 2 percent 10:14:43 PM
看到了
._ 2 percent 10:14:44 PM
真可愛
jonna 10:15:17 PM
哈哈。。
jonna 10:15:32 PM
看到你多懒惰了吧。。 哈哈
jonna 10:15:59 PM
还没画完呢。。
._ 2 percent 10:16:02 PM
你還挺可愛
._ 2 percent 10:16:06 PM
禿哥。。
jonna 10:16:07 PM
慢慢画
jonna 10:16:10 PM
哈哈
jonna 10:16:31 PM
我只想到秃哥。。 跟absheep..
jonna 10:17:21 PM
可是秃哥名字比较搞笑。。
._ 2 percent 10:17:31 PM
哈哈哈
._ 2 percent 10:17:34 PM
真好玩
jonna 10:17:36 PM
哈哈
._ 2 percent 10:17:36 PM
笑死了
._ 2 percent 10:17:40 PM
剛才amy打電話。。
jonna 10:17:45 PM
噢。。
jonna 10:17:56 PM
说啥了?
._ 2 percent 10:18:01 PM
沒 就瞎聊
._ 2 percent 10:18:06 PM
然後我看你的畫的時候一直笑
jonna 10:18:07 PM
噢。。
._ 2 percent 10:18:08 PM
她就給掛了
._ 2 percent 10:18:09 PM
哈哈
._ 2 percent 10:26:46 PM
畫的挺好的
._ 2 percent 10:26:52 PM
挺可愛的
jonna 10:27:08 PM
哈哈。。 我很有才 吧。。
Saturday, December 19, 2009
自掘坟墓的笨蛋?
生谁的气啊? 自己吗?
我在自暴自弃吗?
我有病吗?
是我想太多吗?
是我自掘坟墓吗?
我在干嘛?
不信任 是我的错吗?
我到底在想什么? 我要的是什么?
我爱自己更多吗? 我是自私的吗?
我真的不知道
我正寻找一个答案
答案是什么?
到底经得起考验吗?
我累了吗?
我不知道
我害怕
现在是怎么了?
距离是一个障碍吗?
到底应该怎样?
什么都不做吗? 就等死吗?
不去管就不会有事吗?
我现在头脑不清醒 等醒过来后 会太迟吗?
偶然?
我们的爱情也许不是你梦想中的
可是我想说的是 我对你是真心的
我不知道我们的未来会是怎样
我真的想像不到
可是我现在只想珍惜这一切
你说过 过程比结果更重要
可是有时我希望我们可以有美好的结果
可能吗?
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
quote of the day
- Thomas Merton
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
my 82 days without u
1 dec...........
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15 dec - mummy's bday! happy happy birthday!!.......... -67 more days-
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btw, sunday went out with sis.. she's so crazy over italian stuff these days.. brought me to an italian restaurant for pasta. i had ravioli... yummy! then we went to iluma.. watched "princess n the frog" there. then i saw the trailer of "alvin n the chipmunks 2". i wanna watch that!!
i just watched "alvin n the chipmunks 1" just now.. i like theodore!! freaking adorable!!
ok. am sleepy already. good night gals n guys! :D
Saturday, December 12, 2009
TOTALLY UNBELIEVABLE!
I really wonder how they mark the papers? How is it possible that i get 46/60 for my written exam? U know.. i was panicking when doing the papers.. n I didnt even finish one part of the question... -.- Did they moderate the marks?..........
N... for my design system and services groupwork.. our group got high distinction(HD)!!! 90 marks!! My 1st ever HD throughout the 2 semesters!! HAHA.
For my marketing.. i got 73 marks.. Heehee..
HAHAHA.. omg. cant believe it. LOL!!!!!! SUPER HAPPY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I even had nightmare before the results were released.. I dreamt that I failed both my business modules! haahahahha..
Friday, December 11, 2009
that day.. haha
we cam whored using michelle's "very-hard-to-navigate-but-with-very-good-camera-function" japanese phone..

... hahahahahah.. look at the photo below.. LOL!!!!!!!!!!

btw, mr khee soon emailed me this:
Know that you are back in Singapore for the holidays.
How's Swinburne so far? Fun?
I have a request: can you come in and give the students
a little talk about your one year in Swinburne? These will be
visual comms students who are looking at further students.
if you are OK with this, let me know when.
Cheers.
khee soon
-.- die die die la..............
Monday, December 7, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
judgemental
i think it's unfair to judge others based on we see.
people tend to see things on the surface.. they don't even bother to understand everything, and yet they are so quick to judge.
seriously what others do ain't our business, as long as they dont harm anyone, i dont see anything wrong.
everyone has different values and thinking. you can't make everyone be like u.. you ain't perfect anyway.
and you have to understand that humans make mistakes.. u r a human too. if u don't want anyone to judge u, don't judge others.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
packed!
yesterday - met up with jiaxiang, xueying, kelly n nichelle..
today - went out with my mum.. then we went for dinner together with my dad.
tomorrow - gonna meet amanda, tian, sudar n eileen at orchard for dinner. then at night, am meeting songwei n weichoon for kbox
sat - siti's 21st birthday.. i guess alot of ppl will be turning up. hee hee.
sun - my cousin is coming from indonesia to see me.. haha.
freaking tired... ..... ........ i feel like staying at home n rot. haha.
i think it's only this few weeks that is gonna be busy.. but actually i don't mind. but i don't wanna spend too much money. gonna find a part-time job soon to earn some pocket money.
haiz. results r coming out on 12 dec. shit man. i told my dad that i might not do well for commercial law. think he's mentally prepared. but i still hope i wont fail....... =. = wish me luck!
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Officially back
No sg number yet.. still using my aussie no. haha.. but no more credits already. Am gonna get a prepaid card later.
called xz yesterday. he reached home around the same time as me haha.
called helen n chatted with her just now.
my 2nd sis is still in milan. not back yet. i'll be sleeping in her room till she comes back haha.
going out later to meet xy, jx, nic n kelly.... (nic, xy n jx said they will confirm with me again..)
my mum is so nice.. so so so nice. hahahaha.