tired

My energy level is surely not anywhere near its peak today. Feeling kinda tired. How I wish I could catch some sleep in the office. But I dun think its possible la, esp in this small office with just 4 ppl. Jie's going to Johor later to do field research.. she will only be back at midnight. So well, lets see how things go for me today. Haha.
Its been a month in this job.. I guess I am starting to adapt. But dunno why, ever since this job started, acne/pimples relapses have been frequent. Perhaps its stress? Or maybe I am undergoing some kinda puberty thingy. lol.

Added @ 1.40 pm:
Was so upset just now. And to make things worse, I kept replaying jolin's emo song on my player. And it managed to send those stupid thoughts lingering in my head for several hours. And for some stupidier reasons, I decided to skip lunch and went shopping instead. But actually it wasnt that stupid afterall. Cos now, I am a happy girl again! I finally got my favourite esprit jacket! Its kinda ex.. but well, its something I really like, so i guess its worth it. Haha.

P.S. Sometimes it'll be better off not to believe in words that humans mouthed. For all you know those may just be empty words that don't mean a thing to them...