Monday, December 31, 2007
Super Junior "Mirror"
Though I don't really understand what it means at first.. but their voices are so rich in emotions... Really nice song!! =) U can try listening to it.. (The player may need some time to load.)
Here's the lyrics translation..=)
Mirror
Once again today I pull my broken heart
I stand infront of the mirror and look at myself
The appearance infront of me, the saddest appearance in the world
Everytime I try to forget I just can't help but think about it again
I wonder if you've become tired, even just the littlest bit
Don't miss a single thing about me, follow me
Like a mirror, can't that person follow me
Just enough to fulfill the love I gave her
*Oh heart I'm so sorry
I know all you're wanting is some loving
But all I'm giving you is heartache
Oh heart I'm so sorry
I want to be together with her
But I'm the only one having a parting
Like an echo I'm standing one, two steps in the back
Even if I tell you I love you thousands of times
You say that one word "Forget me" and we part..
I try to say you're bad, I'm going to erase you, I try to hold a grudge against you
But everytime I do, my heart dies even more
I just wait for you to come back to me one of these days
*Oh heart I'm so sorry
I know all you're wanting is some loving
But all I'm giving you is heartache
Oh heart I'm so sorry
I want to be together with her
But I'm the only one having a parting
Like an echo I'm standing one, two steps in the back
(Rap)
As I look at the reflection of myself in the mirror
I never realized how much I'm like you
There's no difference between us in my eyes
You're the only one in my heart, you're the only one that shines
What am I to do, this time it's really over
I pout and cry and try to hold on
No matter what I long for now it's no use
I'm going to believe that I'll be able to smile again
The tears in my heart are falling
Even though time's going by, it's only making the scars worse
**Oh heart I'm so sorry
If you're able to find another love, you'd probably be able to forget this pain
Oh heart I'm so sorry
I want to tell you that love is forever
But reality is telling you of a parting
You might call it an attachment.. but I'm still longing for it
I hate DNO
This stupid DNO definitely kills lots of my energy n sleep.
Have been puttying, sanding and spraying for numerous times... but, still so many holes!
Crap. I really hate this.
I wanna quickly get this over and done with, so that I can sleep well and perhaps enjoy myself on new year's day.
You know, my sis's bf (who just came to singapore for visit) ask me "Why are you always at home? You are 19, you should be out having fun. Why don't you ask some friends to go out with you?"
[This stupid project makes me look like a pathetic lifeless 19 year old girl. ]
It's not that I don't want to go out. I want to go out and play so much!! But this stupid DNO stops everything.
I hate DNO I hate DNO I hate DNO
I hate "Unkind One" I hate "Unkind One" I hate "Unkind One" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, December 30, 2007
So sick of DNO
After getting pretty irritated and stressed up by DNO, I indulge myself into the pleasure of eating. The amount of food that I consumed somehow reduces the amount of stress I have.
I know this is an excuse!! Haha.
I just want to put all the blame on DNO and that "Unkind One".
But I really got so SICK OF DNO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As you can see, there are numerous blog entries on DNO for just a month! This apparently shows how lifeless my december has become due to DNO!!!!!
Why people can go out, have fun, happily planning what to do on new year's eve and eventually have their memorable, awesome countdown party. But yet... I am stuck inside these 4 walls of my room, doing my pathetically boring DNO??
Someone please tell me how to enjoy my new year!!
You know, I always wanted to go to a Countdown party, and I thought this year could be possible. But I am SO WRONG!!! I think this is my worst new year ever! Thanks to the "Unkind One". Argh.
Although I am not exactly in the mood to countdown for the new year, but I am counting down to the End of Final Crit!
No matter what's the outcome, I hope I can have fun and play alot alot after that!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, December 28, 2007
I am bored!
It's pretty boring, you know.
Rhino rendering seems to take forever. It's freaking slow!!
I am really bored!! I can't sleep! I got used to sleeping after 2 am!
I don't know what to do at this hour. Getting sick of Facebook & Friendster.
Tell me what should I do?? Someone entertain me lehh.
u see my tagboard is dead! Haha.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Happy Happy Christmas!!!!!!!!
Happy Happy Christmas!!!!!
Next year I hope to have a white christmas.
Saturday, December 22, 2007
DNO is grinding away our energy and happiness
Was really efficient yesterday. I spent the whole day patiently doing with my rhino, cursing and swearing at the same time. And finally, I managed to get it done at 2 am this morning.
So happy. Cos I thought I'll never be able to finish rhino that fast. Afterall, I am satisfied.
But my model. I dunno what it'll turn out to be like. Let's see how it goes.
Hmmm.. Now waiting for the putty to dry. Takes so long. Lol.
But this is a good time to SLACK. Lol.
DNO is grinding away our energy and happiness. Can't SLEEP WELL, Can't Have FUN, Can't ENJOY OUR HOLS/ XMAS!!!!
Ok. That's about it. Update next time.
Friday, December 21, 2007
Patience
Saw Xueying with the cute looking santa hat.. ^^
The movie is not bad. Nicole Kidman is so beautiful!!
After the movie, my sis and I went to Harry's the gastro bar at Boat Quay to have dinner. The nachos is so good.. melted cheese and minced meat all mixed together with nachos...'Awesome-ness'( my sis's own vocabulary)
Right now, I am patiently doing rhino.
It has been so long since I played with rhino, obviously, my progress has been slow. so slow. I gotta be really patient...Patience is virtue
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
I dread DNO!!
Have been cutting so much bluefoam to do mock-ups for my DNO. Luckily, yesterday I went back to school to 'kope' 2 large blocks of bluefoam.. LOL.
I have singing class later, but I don't feel like going. Just feel so lazy to leave the house. Furthermore, I have DNO to do, so mind as well SKIP CLASS! Haha..
DNO really gives me headache. Argh. So irritated. How I wish I could spend these 2 whole weeks of hols just relaxing, playing or doing nothing. I dread DNO!!
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
53199 pts!!
I scored 53199 pts!! haha... congrats me!!!
I tried for so many days already! At Last!! haha
Have been spending my whole morning doing DNO.. ( but I only woke up at 10 plus.. so not exactly WHOLE morning la! haha..)
So sian.. gotta go to school later to get bluefoam for my DNO..
DNO really makes me sick.. lol..
but anyway, I gotta go get ready to go to school.. Tata!!~
The One That Got Away
Hey.. I found this really meaningful article while surfing the net.. u guys should read it.. =)
The One That Got Away
Source: The Manila TimesBy: Mark J. Macapagal
In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There's the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're with... and the one that got away.
Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose.
I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.
How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you're not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn't matter who you're with, it just doesn't work. Small problems become big; inconsequentials become dealbreakers simply because you're not ready and it shows. It's not that you and the person you're with are no good; it's just that it's not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.
Then one day you're ready. You really are. And when this happens you'll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it'll work because you're ready. It'll work because it's the right time and you'll make it work. And it'll make sense, it really will.
So that day comes when you're finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want, and you've become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there's no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you're single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn't matter. All you know is that you've changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.
You'll think about them because you'll wonder, "What if they were here today?" You'll wonder, "What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?" That's what the one that got away is. The biggest "What if?" you'll have in your life.
If you're married, you'll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you're mature enough to realize that you're already with the one you're with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you'll think about him/her every so often, but it's alright. It's never nice to live with a "might have been," but it happens.
Maybe the one that got away is the one who's already married. In which case it's the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you're old and gray and reminiscing.
But if neither of that is the case, then it's different. What do you do if it's not yet too late? Simple...find him, find her. Because the very existence of a "one that got away" means that you'll always wonder, what if you got that one?
Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn't matter if you've dropped in from out of nowhere. You'd be surprised, you just might be "the one that got away" as well for the person who is your "the one that got away."
You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won't make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it'll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I'm thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone,
"Hey you, you're the one
that ALMOST got away."
Monday, December 17, 2007
My Lifeless Xmas
I am really addicted to Facebook Games! Especially Crazy Taxi! I wanna break Chiyong's record.....!!! Cos he was the one who wanted to compete with me.... but even after so many tries.. i am still stuck at 51214 pts..!!! I am just 378 pts away from his score!!! And I only need 379 more pts argh..!!!
Anyway, I am craving for Calbury's Fruit & Nut Chocolate.. ever since Jiaxiang offered me the chocolate the other time, I became so addicted to it.. Ha! I just ate it yesterday! Raining and raining non-stop.. I can't even go out and buy my chocolate!!
I am really sian of DNO.. kinda envy Nichelle they all... although they don't have 2 weeks' break.. But at least they can enjoy their Christmas without worrying about DNO!!!!!!!!!!!...
Why HK do this to us?? He made our Christmas so lifeless! =(
Christmas has always been my favourite day of the year.. but what has he done to my Christmas??
彩虹
A Very Nice Song by Jay!
So addicted to it right now.. haha.
彩虹作曲:周杰伦 作词:周杰伦
哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑
我怎么睡得着你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
RAP看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
Re-define my life
I finally got my White Nike La Liga Tote Bag!
Ever since i saw it at bishan that day..I am so attracted to it that I went to Cineleisure Nike Store today to look for it.But Cineleisure doesn't have the White one I want.. but the sales assistant helped me to ask the other outlets...in the end.. they told me that Novena outlet has it. haha.. =)So I rushed to Novena to get it.. hehe..Xueying was right. Although I just bought a piggy bank to save $1 coins.. but I'll never be able to save much money in the end. Cos I already spent so much money!!I still have one more stuff that I wanna buy. Its the White Puma Watch which costs 176 bucks! so expensive!!!I am hoping my sis could get it for me as christmas present.. LOLI already dropped some hints to her.. hahaha.......
Anyway, today I saw an old blind man at YCK Mrt. He was pointing his stick on the ground, frantically looking for his way around.I hesitated. I was thinking if I should help or should I just leave him alone?Before I took any action, an indian guy went up to him to offer his help.The indian guy asked him where he wanted to go, but the old man couldn't understand him and spoke to him in mandarin. I was looking at them the whole time, and finally I went up to them to understand what the old man was trying to tell him. Another lady came too. The old man was telling us that he wanted to find his spot to sell tissue. And we managed to help him eventually.I felt kinda guilty. Cos I dunno why I hesitated. I should have offered my help straightaway without thinking so much.If it wasn't that indian guy going up to him first, I wouldn't have helped at all. So ashame of myself.
I think I may have to re-define my life.
I realize that...
Life is not all about schoolwork, career, money, car, big houses etc.*Life is not just about fulfilling your own heart's desires. *Life is not just about yourself. It's about you and everyone around you.*Life is about love. Sharing the love with everyone who needs it, no matter who they are.*Life is about caring for people, not taking anyone or anything for granted.*Life is about being contented with who you are and what you have.
Treasure everything in life.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
A day like a Superstar!
Yesterday, Edward, Nichelle & Me had a wonderful experience. We were like Superstars for a day! haha. We were asked to go to IFC (International Furniture Council) by the personnel of the Fl!p Challenge, because our floor lamp - P.IMP in short (haha...) have been moved from National Library to IFC Building for the official opening of IFC. It is like quite a big event, because a minister was there. He had a look at all the Fl!P finalists' works and of course, he saw our P.IMP. He shook hands with us and I don't know why, he said to us "Very Clever" in a very cute tone. haha. After all that, we were freaking hungry, so we rushed to the buffet area to have our lunch. But by then, there were barely any food left =( so we just filled our hungry stomachs with what was left for us.
Oh ya, let me sidetrack for awhile. I FELL DOWN AT THE IFC YESTERDAY! and I have a "blue black" on my knee now. And whats worst was I fell in front of the Laughing Goddess (one of the lecturers) & some other people. She was laughing like mad when she saw me fell. I mean, I don't mind people laughing at me falling down, because I know it's a natural reaction. But the way the Laughing Goddess laughed was really exaggerating! After laughing like nobody's business, she started asking if i was ok. I was like "what the heck, you are so fake!"
But anyway, back to the original topic. So after our lunch, we had an interview with Newpaper. This Newpaper interview was actually arranged by NYP to promote our school. So we were like the representatives of our course. We also had our photoshoot, which was quite fun but we had to strain our bodies alot. Because we had to do different posings and we had to stay in each position for quite long. Even our smiles became stagnant. After everything was done, we left IFC building and headed to Keypoint for our next photoshoot with a design magazine company. That photoshoot was pretty fast though. haha. That was why i said we felt like we were superstars for a day!
After that, Edward and Nichelle brought me to a new place that I have never been to. It's Haji Lane. That part of Singapore don't even look like Singapore at all. And looking at Nichelle's and Edward's outfits, for a moment, it really made me feel like I am in a totally foreign country. We popped into almost every shops along that lane, looking at clothes and accessories. And Edward was frantically taking pictures with his new Fisheye camera that we gave him for his 21st birthday. We strolled all the way to the end of the lane. There is this stretch of wall that was already filled with vandalism. So, Edward decided to draw something on it, while Nichelle and me took many pictures.











It Was Really A FABULOUS Day!~