been ages since i last updated my blog.
things are getting difficult.
long distance r/s isnt easy to maintain.
sometimes i really wonder how people do it..
honestly, i dunno how much he loves me..
n i dunno if he truly loves me for who i am.
or perhaps he just wanna transform me into someone he likes..
if thats the case, whats the point of going out with me?
im tired.. just as much as hes tired of my behaviour..
he always think im the one at the fault.. but he never tries to understand from my point of view..
he wants me to explain to him .. but whats there to explain when he always thinks hes right.. n draw his own conclusion about me.. i just think its very unfair..
he wants me to work hard for him..
but what has he done for me?
has he ever work really hard for me?
why is it always me doing the hardwork.. n what do i get in return? .. a bunch of criticisms that i hate listening.....yucks...
life sucks
sucks
n sometimes i think he sucks too
