ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Freaking irritated now!!!!!!!!! So stressed up!!! Why are there so much work to do? Argh..Changes changes n more changes!!!! Why every clients are so fickle-minded? Can they just decide on one thing n stop changing!! If they think its that easy.. they can try doing it. Do they even know that adding or eliminating 1 or 2 images may need to change the entire arrangement? Its sucha chore you know. And I've been editing so many many times!!!! And becos of that, I need to OT almost everyday!!!

Sorry for complaining.. I was just trying to let out my unhappiness..

Ok.. back to stupid editing work.

OTOTOT

I know there isn't a need for any announcement anymore.. Cos it has been too frequent. Yes, I'm referring to OT. Haha.. I've been doing OT for so many consecutive days.. That I've kinda lost count. Lol.

Today, I guess my bosses n I gotta eat more vegetarian food.. Cos we've been so mean... Kept criticizing the work done by the other graphics agency. But we aren't being biased or whatsoever. If any of you get to see their work, I'm sure you'll think the same way. Diff fonts used in diff pages, no standard alignment for page numbers, no enhancement for pics etc etc.. Ok, I think I should stop. Anyway, I've no right to comment.. not yet a professional.. Lol. But.. ...Haha..

Ok.. I'm dozing off already. Working is so tiring!!!!

Weirdo

OT again! Very soon, I'll be a workaholic!! lol.. maybe I already am..

I think I'm getting fatter.. must be pms n my uncontrolled diet. Hahah..

These days I kinda dread phone calls.. Dunno whats with me... Maybe I just need some time alone..

Sometimes there're just too many things running in your head n you just hope that no one will bother you anymore.. Haha.. I know I'm a weirdo, just gotta accept me for who I am. Lol..

Ok. My lappie's running out of batt. Gotta go.. Nitez everyone!!

Quick updates!

I think there will be a fire drill later at my office building.. N I'm all alone in the office now. If my bosses arent here yet.. I'm gonna play it on my own.. Lol..

Here's some quick updates:

Sunday - Went to bugis with tian to do some shopping. Was so tired from walking n all.. But was quite fun, cos we managed to buy some stuffs back. So it wasnt a wasted trip! Haha..

Yesterday - OT again! Till 8 pm this time! Haha.. Jie, papa n mummy left sg already. But Ko came back to stay. So I'm not really home alone!! Lol..

Ok.. Back to work!!

long time no see

Met up with tian n eileen for dinner at shokudo just now. Main course was not bad. N we ordered 2 similar kinda desserts.. felt so cheated! Cos both of it just taste the same.. we were like eating the same thing! Haha..

So after our dinner, we walked to esplanade to chill n chit-chat. What a coincidence!!! Yuli n her bf were sitting right in front of us!! N we didnt see them until yuli called out to me! Haha.. So yup, catch up with her abit before she n her bf head to elsewhere. N the 3 of us continued our conversation.. Haha.. loads of things to talk about! Lol.. Cos long time no see what.

Oh ya.. was telling tian n eileen about the queer dream I had yesterday. You know what.. I dreamt that I was out with jx.. N happened to meet some of his girlfriends somewhere. N one of his friends said to him.. 'hey.. why is your friend so snoobish?' .. Lol! What a strange dream right? Its like so out of nowhere. Hahaha.. So sub-consciously, I have a feeling that other ppl perceive me as 'snoobish n hostile' .. Lol.

Btw, I finally bought the graphic book that I was looking for the other time! N I also got myself a sketching manual.. Cos I really think I should brush up in my sketching!! Haha... Basheer really has great books!

Hahahhah

HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! I'm so happy today!!!!!! I just got my pay!!

Bottle it up n pockets of sunshine have been playing in my ears for the whole day.. even now. Haha.. Love these songs so much.

Suddenly I feel like sleeping.

Love weekend. Cos I can sleep till noon.. or even sleep the whole day long. N I wont have to go thru the morning rush, squeeze myself into packed buses n trains. Haha...

Ok... gtg. Nitez!

Spree Addiction

1.09 am. I'm still not in bed. Have been so addicted to online sprees that I can sacrifice my precious hours of sleep. Yesterday I turned in at 2 am! Lol.. Was so engrossed with pretty clothes, bags n accessories ..Wahaha..

I wanna go shopping!!! I feel like going to bugis street later after work... But I havent got my pay yet. I wonder when's my payday.. Today or next week?? Hopefully I can get my pay asap.. Haha.. Then I can pamper myself with more wearables. Haha...

ok.. I need to catch some sleep now.. Tata!!

Paper art

This is a way overdue forwarded email in my inbox.. Take a look!

Love it!

Love it when i don't have to work on a weekday!! Hahaha.. Enjoyed myself very much.

Have been out since noon.. n just got home about 10+pm. Lol. So I've been walking for like 10 hrs...!! Wahaha..

Met Nichelle at Far East at 1230pm.. Had lunch at long john silver. She gave me a small treat. Haha..Thanks! Cos she just got a design job!! Congrats!!!

After our lunch, we strolled all the way to idp.. quite a long walk. But cos we were happily chatting away.. so we didnt feel tired at all.

So yup.. I finally submitted my application form!! No more a procrastinator! Haha..

After that, we went window shopping at orchard. Around 4 plus, we took a train to vivo. Xueying joined us for dinner after work. N we had Häagen-Dazs for dessert. Haha..

Then, its cam-whoring time!! Lol..

Yeahh... 2 more days to weekend!! So looking forward to it!! Wahaha...

Procrastinator!

I can't sing, my throat hurts n many times I find myself getting so out of breath just from talking, walking or eating too much.. Gosh. I think I'm falling sick... I was just thinking of k-boxing, but.. sighh..

Well, work was fine. Finally done with the company portfolio!! Haha... So tedious but I manage to complete it!! Yeah!..

Yesterday, as usual, was counting down to 6 pm. But at the last min my boss told me to add one more page to the portfolio. I was like.. 'arghhh.. so irritated..' I mean, I have one whole day .. why tell me to do something when I was about to knock off? Sighh.. But yea.. I guess every design jobs are like this .. I just need to get use to it.

After work, I went to meet Nichelle at Raffles City. Cos she had her interview at bugis in the evening, so decided to ask me out for dinner. Haha.

We had pasta!! Meatballs are delicious!

After that, we went shop-hopping at Marina Sq. And finally, we stopped by Secret recipe to fill our stomach cravings with highly sinful banana chocolate and chocolate fudge cakes. Lol.. Yummy though.. But I think the portion's kinda huge.

Haha.. Today's my off-day! I took leave to go to idp with Nichelle later! Gonna send my application for uni.. cos I dun wanna procrastinate anymore. I have always been a procrastinator you see.. Haha!

really home alone

I want a psp. I want a macbook, pro or no pro is fine. I want a wacom. I want a slr. I want to fly to amsterdam. I want more clothes. I want my payday. I want something someone anything anyone everything everyone. Sounds confusing, but I think you got the idea. Wahaha..

Jie's going to vancouver on the 28th. Papa n mummy are going to US on the same day. I'm really gonna be home alone alone alone.. really alone for about a week or 2 this time round. I'm gonna conquer all the bedrooms... sleep at diff rooms on diff days.. Hahaha. Nahh.. just joking. I love my bedroom very much. But.. there's a likely chance that I might mess up the house. Lol.

Btw, I still have my fav weekend to chill n relax. its not ruin! lol

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Took a 3 hrs nap just now.. Haha. Nice! Ate durian when I woke up. But I am going clubbing later! Lol. So now I'm chewing lotsa gums to rid off the smell. Hahaha.

all time record!

All time record - knocked off at 10 pm just now! Lol.. Have been staring at the computer screen for about 12 hrs. And when I finally left my office, I was walking like a zombie - blank face, dry eyes.. almost expressionless.

Went to meet jiaxiang and his friends (weishan n melvin) at rivervale plaza mac for supper just now. Haha.. Thanks jiaxiang for the happy meal treat! Wahaha..

This is just a random camwhore. Haha..

Jiaxiang's best-looking angle.. =X

Its gonna be Play time!

OT record!

I should be in my dreamland right now. But cos today I broke my OT record, so I must announce to everyone!! Wahaha.. I left office at 9.30pm!!!!! Its so un-me! Lol. But its not like I wanted to work till that late.. Cos bosses say I need to finish the stuffs by this week, and if I cant finish by tmrw.. I might have to work on sat!... Of cos I don't wanna ruin my weekend! I think tmrw might be another OT day. Sigh..

Yesterday met up with Niao.. Had our dinner at Far East Mogu Mogu.. The day before, vincent came to meet me for lunch. Apparently, he was feeling rather bored at sch.. Haha..

Yup.. thats it. I need my pillow, blanket and bed now! Tata!!!

Me and my philosophy

Yesterday was my 3 months in this job! I told myself, if I could work for 6 months, I would be v. proud of myself. Lol.
Been sleeping late these days, hence waking up abit later and had to ask my eldest sis to gimme a lift. Haha.

Papa and Mummy were supposed to be back yesterday, but they extended their stay for a day.. so they'll be back today! Haha.. No more instant noodles, canned food, macaroni, salads for dinner! Lol.

Nowadays I started watching local serials on tv again! haha.. It has been so long since I watch em. Perfect Cut showing at 10 pm on Channel U is quite nice..It talks about the lives of ppl who had undergone plastic surgery. Very much often, ppl think that having a better physical appearance will give them a better life. But ironically, it may not be the case.

Of cos, outer beauty strikes good impression and gives you confidence.. but inner beauty is what makes ppl like you as a person. You don't have to change your face to make someone likes you, cos if he/she doesn't have feelings for you, there's really no point to make such sacrifices for him/her. If he/she can't accept you for who you are, then its very likely that he/she isn't the one for you. So.. just move on, and don't let anyone else control your life.

Lol. Me and my philosophy!

Love weekends!

Another week that starts off with Monday blues, as usual. Very sleepy now..

Weekends were packed with so much fun hanging out with friends.

Friday - Had supper with jiaxiang and chiyong at kovan. Dunno whats wrong with them.. kept comparing how tough or how relax their training was. So while they were busy doing that, I was staring into blank space, apparently feeling -.- Haha. And we saw jiaxiang's bunch of ns friends.. not bad looking la. Lol.

Saturday - Met up with engqi, chiyong, jiaxiang, kailin, siji at Cathay. Had sushi for lunch. Then, siji left. Yaohuang came at 4 plus, and joined us for movie: The Hellboy 2. The show was not bad. After our movie, xueying came. Then we sent kailin off to the mrt, and the rest of us went to one of the hong kong cafes at bugis to have dinner. After that, xueying went to meet her friends, and we strolled to middle road to have selegie dou hua. Haha. It was freaking packed that night..waited for quite sometime before we finally found seats. Btw, Thanks Jiaxiang and Kailin for the typography book!! Its a greattt surprise!!!!Haha.. Very happy!

Sunday - Kailin's adv birthday celebration. Effie, kelly, kailin, vincent, wira, tengwan had lunch at balcony.. and I met up with them later for dessert at crepes n cream. We were busy gossiping the whole time. Lol. Karma...! Vegetarian food, here we come! Wahaha. After that, I went to bukit panjang to meet nichelle. Was standing at harvey norman, acting like a customer and kept talking to her. Loads of gossips!! Haha. After her work, we chilled out at starbucks. And continued our conversation... We really had so much to catch up!! Never ending..! haha.. Shall meet up another time for more gossips! Lol.

Today - Knocked off 1 hour earlier. Cos I wanted to go back to school to get my testimonial and dno claim from Rubber Tan. Haha. And also helped chiyong to ask soo cheng to translate english sentences to a chinese poem. so yup.. was quite impressed by how quickly ms lee could come up with a 8-word -4 -sentence complete poem. Nice! Haha.. N I happened to have my fuji mini instant with me.. so I took pic with...

Laoshi! Haha..

weekend job?

Why is adapter designed to be so freaking heavy? I even think that the adapter's like 1/3 of the lappie's weight. Bringing lappie to work everyday becomes sucha chore... but I've no choice, need it for work.. gotta rhino some stuffs out. Sigh..

Well, was telling nichelle that I might wanna take up a weekend promoter job.. and I asked if she's interested. I think she is... The pay is quite attractive, 8 bucks per hour. But if I were to work on weekend as well.. Haha.. I will be working practically everyday!! Am I ready? Lol. I don't know actually. But just feel like trying something new for a change.

So tired now.. I think I better go to bed... Yeah!! Finally FRIDAYY!!!!

Late!

Late for work today! Was stuck in a heavy traffic! Reached office around 9.40am. Haha. Told my bosses already..

Well, been really busy at work these days.. so busy that I didnt have spare time to count down to 6 pm! Lol.

Was on my way home when Niao called. She asked if I was going home or what.. Told her I could meet her for dinner. So we met at amk, ate at s11.. saw kristine n her bf there, said hi to her.. thats all. After that, we went to the bubble tea place at jubilee.. Chit-chatted for almost an hour before going off. We talked about a string of unusual topics.. Haha.. We're on the verge of becoming adults already. Lol. Not really la. Haha...

sleepy

V.v.v.v.v.v sleepy now..... just drop by to say hallo. Work hasnt been gd.. procrastinating as usual. Guess very soon i'll get sack if I don't buck up. bahh.. killed a cockroach today! Why am I (the one who is most afraid of creepy crawlies) always seeing and killing these pests? Eeee...

Yeahh.. free ride to work tomorrow! my eldest sis gonna send me to work!! I can wake up slightly later.. Wahaha. Bringing lappie too...need to rhino some stuffs for proj.

ok..off to bed!

Fun!!

Sheesshh..I dread Mondays!! I have this sudden thought and urge to quit my job, perhaps find a freelance job or sth.. or just enjoy myself for the rest of the year. But how useless is that? Its been just 3 months!! And what am I thinking? Giving up so fast? Arghh..

Well, weekends have been fun!

Saturday - Jiaxiang organised a dinner esp for Edward, Jiewei and Willy before they go ns. Its just a pretty small gathering (me, nichelle, edward, jiaxiang, jiewei, szesing, yuzhuang, willy, vincent) at bukit pajang plaza. The service at Cafe Cartel was quite bad that day... but anyway, we enjoyed ourselves very much by hogging the seats and chit-chatting away till around 1030 pm before going off.. Haha.

Sunday - Met up with Jiaxiang, Kailin and Wira at Pasir Ris. We had dinner at LerkThai.. Haha.. you see, with jiaxiang around, there's always delicious thai food.Lol. We ate for an hour plus, and jiaxiang had to fall in at the interchange. So we followed him.. and sat there gazing at the bunch of ns guys, hoping that we would be lucky enough to spot some shuai ge. Lol. But .. I cant see any.. cos they all look the same in their uniforms. Haha..Oh yes, we saw engqi n yaohuang there too. Haha.. So after that, me and kailin went TM to shop.. while wira went home. I bought a dress! haha...And we had crepes as desserts! yummy!


Today - Met up with Xueying. Went to far east.. had ramen-ten for dinner. Then, we went shopping around. Today's a Green Day! Cos I bought a Green belt and a Green apple shirt! Haha.. And Xueying bought a pair of pretty cool specs and a belt too. Lol..

She looks so cool! Haha.

I Have Nothing

A beautiful sad old song...



I Have Nothing - Whitney Houston

Share my life, take me for what I am
Coz I'll never change all my colours for you
Take my love, I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are and everything that you do

I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide

Well,don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me...
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you, you, you, you, you...

You see through, right to the heart of me
You break down my walls with the strength of your love mmmmm...
I never knew love like I've known it with you
Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to

I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide
Your love I'll remember, forever

Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me...
I have nothing, nothing, nothing...

Well,don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me no...
Don't walk away from me
Don't you dare walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you
ooohhh,ooooh
if i don't have you,oohh... Thank you, thank you very much!

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I really wonder what photographs are for.
Keeping in mind the memories and to reflect on happy moments back then? ..

Really?

So what if those happy moments remind you of the present unhappiness? What do you do? Destroy the pictures? Trash them? Burn them? And... and what?

Its not like the memories can disappear together with those pics..

Ok. This is random.. Just ignore me.

Arghh..!!

Everything's so testing my patience. Sometimes I really think that the working society is not for me. School's still the best. I dunno.. just freaking stressed up now! Out of all the projects, I think this is the most tedious one! Redo, rethink dozen times.. still not anywhere near their expectations. Am I not up to standard or are their expectations too high? Arghh.. So irritated with myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HA! Friday!

FRIDAY!!!! Haha. So happy! ..yeahh!! Lol..Gonna go for delifrance breakfast buffet tomorrow with Jie.. Provided both of us can wake up early. Haha..
Yesterday was so tired.. slept at 9+pm.. Haha.
Am counting down to 6 pm now. (fyi its 9.34 am now.. wahaha..)
ok I'm off to work.

happy gal!

Kelly gave me this belated bday cake! N a necklace she bought from aldo! Thanks alot Kelly!! I really like the present.. and.. oh yes, the cake is really yummy!! Thanks a million!! Its really a pleasant surprise!

So yea, met up with kelly for lunch today at new york new york.. I didnt eat anything cos I had a heavy breakfast. We managed to catch up a lil.. But I had to rush off to office at 1 plus, cos my lunch break is only an hour. So sorry, kelly! Shall meet up some other day again, ok? Lol

Haha.. I think I'm a very blessed child! Although I'm not born with a pretty face, am not extremely smart, doesnt have a good complexion, not walking normally (I mean my knock-knees), doesnt have a perfect body.. But I'm more than contented! Cos I get to meet alot of beautiful people out there... lotsa good true friends, great lecturers, nice bosses.. and of course, a good family! So yes, I'm a very fortunate girl! Thanks god for blessing me! Haha.. I know this is kinda random.. but well.....Lol!

So in love with this song!!



Maybe by Jay Sean

Beep Beep Oh Look Now There Goes My Phone
And Once Again Im Just Hoping Its A Text From You

It Aint Right i read your Messages Twice thrice Four Times A Night Its True
Everyday I Patiently Wait
Feeling Like A Fool But I Do Anyway
Nothing Can Feel As Sweet And As Real
As Knowing I Wasn't Waiting In Vain

And Maybe Its True (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
Maybe Theres A Chance That you're
Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its AllIn My Head
Maybe *We're Awaiting* Words We Both Hadnt Said

I'm Always Connected Online
Hooked On Face Book All The Time
Hoping You've Checked My Profile

Just can't help wondering why you play it cool but I'm hopelessly falling for you

Every night Im on the phone and I loving you and I know you that you like it girl, now dont keep it inside what's in the night. No come say what your trying to hide.

And Maybe Its True (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
Maybe Thers A Chance That You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its All,In My Head
Maybe We're Awaiting Words We Both Hadnt Said

Like I really want you, I think I need you, Maybe I miss you, Im thinking of you

And Maybe Its True Oh (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
(Maybe Yeh)Maybe Thers A Chance That You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong (Maybe yeh)Its All,In My Head (oh no)
Maybe We're Awaiting Words We Both Hadnt Said

And Maybe Its True (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
Maybe there's a chance That You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its All,In My Head
Maybe We're Awaiting Words We Both Hadnt Said

Wednesday!

Oh my.. Its Wednesday! Its suppose to be my fav day of the week, but I didnt even realize it till like a minute ago? Haha.. am so looking forward to weekends! Lol. Will be meeting up with kelly later for lunch.. Cos she took leave today! wow.. so nice! I also wanna take leave! Haha..

I came across a person's blog.. she seems so troubled by love.. cos the entire entry was about love matters. Well, all I can say is.. just let nature takes its course and let fate decides for you. If the person doesnt know how to cherish you, then just forget it and move on. Cos its really no point holding on to someone whose heart's never with you. And.. you'll never know, perhaps its a blessing in disguise! Lol. Yea, so go on and get a life! :)

Ok.. gotta get back to work! tata!

Sleepyy

Super sleepyy now..Feeling so lethargic these days. No matter how much sleep I get, its still the same. Oh yes, I think breadtalk's bacon n cheese sandwish is really tasty! I had it for breakfast this morning.. Haha. Btw, I bumped into Xueying just now at Ang Mo Kio! Lol.. Didnt have a chance to chat much, cos I was rushing to my facial appointment. Hey Xueying, lets meet up some other days to catch up k? Haha.. N I really wanna go shopping!!!! Lol!

Here are some nice songs to share..

Gabriella Climi - Sweet About Me


Yael Naim - New Soul:


Oh no.. I'm hungry again!!