1 more month!

i realise i make more enemies than friends here LOL. but seriously, who cares man? people come and go anyway.. they might not even give a shit about me. real friends are those who choose to stay, they are the ones who truly cares. can't wait to go back to hang out with jx, nich, kelly n niao + others. wahahaha! 1 more month~ n i wanna eat so many yummy food.. grow fat n wobbly! LOL! i wanna sing k too!!!lalalala~~

ok i better get outta my bed~ lunchtime! no delicious food, only instant noodles :(

billionaire

I haven't been updating my blog frequently.Am so lazy man.
Life's pretty stagnant. Nothing interesting.
I usually spend my weekend sleeping like a pig.. or just laze around =S
not that i've nothing to do.. just that i have no mood to do anything.
I rather sleep and watch a few movies online .. than do my work!
But I guess it's time for me to start on my proj! not much time left =/
=.= gotta kill my laziness!!!!
am listening to Travey McCoy's Billionaire.. "i wanna be a billionaire so fucking bad tooo~" hahah then i can do whatever i want~ travel around the entire universe n study till i become a professor, set up my own design firm, publish my own design books, live in a big bungalow, drive a lamborghini, watch as many movies/concerts as i want! lol. how marvellous~! HAHAH!~ in my dreams~~!
lol. i'm just bored. =.= ciao~~

自己选择的路，跪着走也要走完

自己选择的路，跪着走也要走完
.by Time2Break

有一些东西错过了，就一辈子错过了。人是会变的，守住一个不变的承诺，却守不住一颗善变的心。

有时候执着是一种负担，放弃是一种解脱，人没有完美，幸福没有一百分，知道自己没有能力一次拥有那么多，也没有权要求那么多，否则苦了自己，也为难了对方。

一颗心属于一个人，爱情里什么是公平？爱的深，伤的深，爱情里没有不公平。爱上不该爱的人，是永无天日的叹息，爱了不爱你的人，是眼泪决堤的开始。

承诺是一张白纸，再厚的剧本也有了结局，我想我知道眼泪的味道，就算付出每一分，每一秒我都不曾想逃。在这个世界上没有恒久的幸福，只有瞬间的惬意和安适。

如果你把我的感情，当成一场游戏，我玩不起，更输不起，花言巧语，谁知道我微笑背后的痛苦，爱由一个微笑开始，一个吻成长，最终由一滴眼泪结束，受了伤，结了疤，最终还是留下痕迹，强迫自己忘了你，但爱过才知道，原来我并不能左右一切，也许无言才是最好的安慰，也许回忆是最好的结局，傻瓜也都一样，都逃不过悲伤，因为有梦在心上，所以甘心流浪。

有些缘分注定要失去，有些缘分注定不会有好结果的，爱一个人不一定要拥有他，但拥有一个人，一定要去好好爱他，不要轻言放弃，否则对不起自己。

不要因为没有阳光，而走不进春天

不要因为没有歌声，而放弃自己的追求

不要因为没有掌声，而丢掉自己的理想

其实每一条都通往阳光的大道，都充满坎坷。

每一条通向理想的途径，都充满了艰辛与汗水！

很多事情的发展注定它有个结束，好好享受美丽的过程，擦身而过的时候，我们应该学会遗忘，放声的笑一回，大胆哭一场，抬头望一望，一片灿烂的阳光，相信时间可以改变一切！不要轻易让自己掉眼泪。 春有春的风情，冬有冬的雅致，人生各有各的美丽，各有各的潇洒，你笑，全世界跟着你笑。你哭，全世界只有你一个人哭。当不能拥有时，唯一能做的就是令自己不要忘记。

updated!

havent been updating my blog -.- am so lazy =X

actually i dunno where to start man. lol. i think i'll just post pics n you guys can see for yourself hahahah.

royal melbourne show!!





clubbing at fabrique!

met up with venesse! she took this pic! nice right? i like~~ ^^ btw, thats not my iphone..





if u have been following my twitter.. u should know that im meeting u-know-who this coming monday. he's gonna gimme a treat n ask me for help too. to be honest, im kinda nervous n scared. cos it has been so long since i met him face-to-face. my mind has been on "see him, run away" mode for very long already.i dunno how to switch it back to normal mode =.=

cocky n disgusting

omg. i met a few cocky singaporeans who think they are so freaking awesome.
there was this guy who explained to us that he didnt speak with a singaporean accent cos he was brought up by a caucasian nanny when he was young. but the funny thing was.. he spoke with a singaporean accent =.= i really didnt understand what he was trying to prove. he looked like a freaking idiot to me when he said that =.=

while i was talking to the other 2 singaporean girls in mandarin, this chinese singaporean girl who graduated from jc commented that "i find it weird when singaporeans speak mandarin" =.= omg. how arrogant. then i replied in a casual tone "actually it doesn't really matter what language we speak as long as we can understand each other"

why are they so freaking cocky & arrogant? omg. can u guys stop trying so hard to act like a caucasian? lets just face it, u guys are really singaporeans. so what if you speak singlish or mandarin? is that something that you are gonna be ashame about for the rest of your life? get a life man. stop trying to show off what you know n what you are good at.. you know what? it doesnt really matter to us.. cos your personality just freaking sucks!

enough

i'm just being myself. i don't need the whole world to agree with me. you have every right to disagree. i can't be bothered to convince you, cos it's really beyond my control, it's up to you. i'm sick of compromising. i don't have to live up to anyone's expectations. i just wanna be in control of my own life. there is no definite answer in life, everyone handles things differently. that's what makes each of us unique and distinctive. so don't impose your ideas on me. your ideas might be applicable in your context, but not mine. i'm not a kid, i can think and decide on my own. at least i'm being truthful to myself. i trust my instincts and follow my heart. i do what i want and i don't want to care about what others may think. i may seem weak, but at least i know when i fall, i am able to stand up by myself and don't need a rebound. yes, i admit i'm afraid. i'm afraid to put my trust in people which might give them the power to inflict pain on me. i don't wanna look dumb in front of so many jerks out there. one is more than enough. i've been trying very hard to recover. but circumstances didn't allow me to. so the only thing i could do, is to choose what i want to see and perceive things the way i want to. so don't tell me what to do, cos i don't think i will listen to you anyway. let me experience it first and i'll draw my own conclusion.

物是人非

it was a terrible feeling. i had the urge to leave melbourne right away.
why do i always see him? and even if i don't see him, there are things that will remind me of him. why does this feeling keeps coming back to haunt me?

i moved house not long ago. i was kinda glad at first. cos i thought that it would be better that i live far away from the city..so that i can keep a distance from him.
but guess what? the buses that i take to uni every morning will pass by his school. everyday when i see collingwood college, i will think of him. sometimes i feel that life's making a fool out of me.

and just now.. i was walking along bourke st. as i walked, i was looking at a bunch of gals standing at the tram track taking pics. and one of them caught my eye. she looked so familiar and i thought to myself 'this gal looks like his gf'. n when i turned my head further, i saw him looking at my direction. i turned around immediately and walked off. i was wondering if he saw me.. cos he was standing at the opposite side of the street, quite far away from me.

when i got home, i went online and saw that he changed his status to 物是人非. i didnt understand it at first, so i googled.. and i saw this definition of 物是人非: 随着时间的推移，情况发生变化。东西还是原来的东西，可是人已不是原来的人了。所有的事物景物都没有变，只是人却不在了。看这眼前的情景（冷清），对比过去（美好），让人产生一种睹物思人，触景伤情的忧伤。 (as time passes, there are changes. everything stays the same; but the person is not the same anymore)

so... i guess.... he saw me.

for once, i think i'm cool. at least now i know im not always the one who gets affected. i don't feel that bad about myself anymore. 现在就轮到我转身离开了

wake up call

i don't know why. but sometimes i feel that i invest too much time and effort on people that don't even appreciate the things i do for them. they take it for granted like it's my job to serve them. n fyi, i am NOT doing things for money or to receive anything in return. i do it with my sincerity, so please don't insult me like that. i only hope people can simply appreciate what i do for them. if you don't treat me like a friend, i don't see why i should treat u like one. i don't deserve this kinda treatment.from today onwards, i'll only care for the people who genuinely cares for me. i don't wanna be an idiot who commits blindly into any friendship or relationship, and get treated like junk. whatever. i have better things to do and i know there are alot more people out there who really cares for me. this year is a year full of betrayal. i put my trust in people, only to find that they are not worthy of my trust. if promises are so easy to break, then why bother to promise me in the first place? if secrets are meant to be told, then what are secrets anyway? if people think that i've not been hurt enough, then continue saying what you wanna say. i can't be bothered anymore. this is a wake up call for me and i'll be more careful in future.

p.s. i'm talking about a number of people here, and no one in particular.

人不为己天诛地灭

不知道怎么说 也不知道该不该说 可是我真的觉得有时你为人家着想 人家根本不会把你的好意当成一回事 人家只会为自己着想 根本不会顾虑你的感受 你不爽人家也不会理会你的 只要你做的事情不能让人家开心 不管你付出多少努力 人家只会把责任先推到你身上说你做的不好 当你做对了让人家开心了 但是也不见得人家会感激你 人家只会把它当成理所当然的 所以呢 我都说过了嘛 人不为己天诛地灭

空虚是心里的鬼

怎么人老了 就变得越来越空虚了呢？
小时候我好像很少有这种感觉
可能是因为我一个人在这儿吧
虽然和朋友玩得挺开心的 可是一到家 躺在床上的那一刻 就开始觉得孤独 常常会胡思乱想
随着思绪所带来的也就是那股熟悉不过的淡淡悲伤
那些我不想再触碰的回忆 常常因为某些事情 又会想起
那种迎面而来的画面 我根本不想看到 更不想要你们的快乐看到我的忧愁
这样痛苦的日子 还要过多久呢？
看似简单的事情 其实一点都不简单 跌倒了再爬起来 其实也并不容易
怎么悲伤总是比快乐更难忘呢？

《植物大战僵尸》告诉我们的一些人生哲理！！

让你好奇的东西或许是你的致命武器……


在你会心微笑的时候嘴角上就会透出一抹灿烂的阳光……


要小心在屁股后面反咬你一口的人……


酒醉了才知道后悔，碰壁后才知道回头……


再坚强的人也有他脆弱的一面……


努力前进的时候要看清楚脚下的路……


真正的射手要敢于面对任何强敌……


贪吃的孩子其实是中了别人的炮弹糖衣……


生气其实是件非常可笑的事情……


在你不够强大的时候需要更多的保护自己……


在你睡觉的时候~危机可能就在你身边……


善良的人容易被邪恶的灵魂拉进深渊……


虽从童话中诞生却始终要走进残酷的现实……

source: www.renren.com

Old Town Kopitiam

Went for a haircut with monica this afternoon. It's the same hair salon that Venesse went for her hair extension. The hairstylists are very friendly.. i like~~

After that we went to Old Town Kopitiam to have early dinner. Then nicholas came to join us. N we took pictures again~~(using monica's macbook) Woohoo~~

chill~~

met up with estelle and monica at chapel st. we went to san churros to chill.. then monica's friend, vincent joined us.

The weather was super crazy!! at first it was sunny, then suddenly it started raining.. then it was sunny again..n awhile later, it rained again =.= =.=
















After that, me, monica and estelle went to julia's place to chit-chat haha. it was kinda fun! :)

关于，金色nike人的滴滴鞋。

the following is written and reported by: faye 王菲蔹


事情如下。



我，和世界最美丽的talented，sexy Jonna姐，

去了一趟carnegie。

我，是去看房子的。

她，是去看滴滴的。

滴滴，stands for 一个国家的人。 在此由于隐私起见，简称滴滴。



Anyway，我们在回来的路上，carnegie车站有好多好多的滴滴人。

Jonna talented地发现了，一排座位上，有着酷似Kpop boyband的滴滴人，们。

、其中，有一金色nike鞋者，是特别滴滴的滴滴人。

jonna一见倾心，再见钟情，三见开始无形象尖叫。

本人，由于视力在无眼镜情况下近乎为0，无法证实那位滴滴人是否真的那么滴滴。



Jonna姐鸡血了，我开始狂笑，说，姐啊，你过去要电话呗。

姐说，我不！ 我要过去说，You! Ask me my name and my number!

由于周围还有其他中国人，Jonna姐兴起，开始说出一连串连日本人都听不懂的完美流利的日语，而我，被逼迫应和，必须硬撑着讲出我认为的日语，结果完全是韩国话。

接着，我们身旁来了两位尖头皮鞋瘦瘦高高的自视时尚的两男，我考问jonna姐，你说他们俩哪儿的？

Jonna姐轻轻一扫，自信而洪亮地说出了惊人之语：是两个长的很丑的韩国人！

接着，车来了。



我们有幸和滴滴人们一起上了一节车厢。

包括两个长的很丑的韩国人。

其中一位比较丑的，在我身后，说出了一连串动听的。。。中文。

我顿时汗流浃背，顿觉冷风飕飕，看看jonna，一脸，囧。



结果，果然理论大于实践，我们最终没能上前叫那滴滴人来问我们的号码。

下车了，Jonna开始激动的最高点。

接连打了无数个越洋电话让她所有嘟嘟嘟的朋友都知道她看到了一个“super帅”的滴滴人，居然说，他像super junior里的人。 我恨。那是不可能的。 （嘟嘟嘟是一个国家）

然后又是无数条短信，去抒发她激昂的心情。



一个晚上原来可以如此的high。

结论是：我们改天还要去carnegie等滴滴人。





囧！

jonna：WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA～

Country Road Turn Right

Lisa and Estelle said that i looked more taiwanese than singaporean... ermm.... compliment or....? lol.






Bye Bye Jean, Angie and Giam














Rach's teddy is called Country Road Turn Right cos i overheard jean's conversation with the rest when me n Rach were trying to think of a name for the bear bear WAHAHAHA!



cos you all r my friends, so i show all of u the UNGLAM side of me. lol.. drunk n cried.. as usual -.- -.- LOL

Stayed over at Rach's place for the night .. n came home at 5 +pm just now hahah. i think i become so much more talkative this year -.- -.-

Oh ya.. Jean and Angie told me that I become slimmer now.. WAHAHAHA so happy la.

Btw, i realize i have so many pretty-looking girl friends.. maybe it's not that they are very pretty.. but because when they stand beside me, u can see the very big contrast! wahahahahahha!!!!